synergyroseredsirenSeptember 19 2005, 22:40:23 UTC
"It seems that I can please noone these days. Even those people who are, or should be, the closest to me. I'm sick of hearing that I'm not good enough. That I fall short of everyone's expectations.
The rope is tightening. It's getting harder to breath.
One minute everything's wonderful and beautiful...pure bliss. Then...it gets weird."
It's always startling when I go and read someone ellses live journal and feal like they have been reading my mind. We really have to stop this ;)
In all seriousness- I'm truely sorry I couldn't help this morning, I sincerely hope at least the surface stuff (money, car, school, toe, bad luck) get better for you soon. Here's to better luck.
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Even those people who are, or should be, the closest to me.
I'm sick of hearing that I'm not good enough.
That I fall short of everyone's expectations.
The rope is tightening.
It's getting harder to breath.
One minute everything's wonderful and beautiful...pure bliss.
Then...it gets weird."
It's always startling when I go and read someone ellses live journal and feal like they have been reading my mind. We really have to stop this ;)
In all seriousness- I'm truely sorry I couldn't help this morning, I sincerely hope at least the surface stuff (money, car, school, toe, bad luck) get better for you soon. Here's to better luck.
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