A great dy it was despite the cold. Day Dreams vividly floating through me head. Wishing I could be able to transport myself into the Drama of it all. Sighing and gasping as the life of the Day Dream is dark yet still vibrant. Life always continuing through its circles and moving through its cycles. Not easy to accept sometimes but always staring ( Read more... )

Well its been a long time since I was able to write anything past my papers that I had for my hetic classes this semster. But it of course couldn't be helped. Yet finally my brain has come back from the state of mush and blankness to suffer under the wrath of my professors fierce tutelage. I swear I believe they wish me to be publish material ( Read more... )

The crowd is merely a distraction for the people around her. Her fingers curled around the stem of a half-empty glass as she pretends with the rest of them: pretends in ways she can’t adhere herself too. It’s all just a game to them, walking around with stretched smiles and simple phrases. The depth has been erased and in time she becomes bored ( Read more... )

Today I had most of my physical classes; Tap and Jazz. These two classes combined have been the cause of some serious pain. Well I know I'm getting stronger for it; yeah, perhaps in the future I'll be able to actually do a turn without falling over. It's strange I find myself floundering in one class and excelling in the other. It is probably just ( Read more... )

I have had this tiny problem for awhile now. It nags at me and bitches all the time. It's my parents. Yesterday I spent some considerable time with my mother and hating every minute of it. We went to go check out some health clubs that she and my father could both go to. The purpose was that they are finally realizing that their bodies fall apart ( Read more... )

First day of Fall semester and I'm already in pain from dance classes. I was happy, excited, looking foreward to the great teachers I was going to have for my classes this semster (that was short lived). I went to Jazz with no problems. Then to Nature of Poetry class with an open mind and enjoying that I have a few people I knew in there. Then the ( Read more... )

Well, I woke up relatively calm and happy. I had things planned, ordered and went through with my errands. I was pleased. I had a purpose, knew where I was going and completed the things that needed to be done. I was energized pretty much. Until...I came home. I had an affternoon free to play with one of my new birthday presents. I was happy, ( Read more... )

Seriously this is one of those days that I know I just have to make it until 10 pm tonight; and it sucks. Between the sickness, minor oral surgery and just plain having not much to do for nearly two weeks, I feel drained just like my mood says. My insomnia has gotten way too out of hand for me to start early morning classes for the fall semester ( Read more... )

Well I have been sick for two days now and hating every minute of it. Yesterday was the worst of it: fever, nausea, sorethroat, aches and pains. I'm getting better but still weak and sleepy most of the time. My eyes are glued to the TV when I am awake and when I'm asleep I am dead to the world. I know this is but a moment in my life but it still ( Read more... )

My Journey up until now has been fraught with many ups and downs. Most of the perspective of my past has been on ex-lovers I have accquired through my years of living. Early memories and perspectives come generally from the many stages anyone of us can go through in childhood, adolescence, and young adulthood. It's funny though I wouldn't change ( Read more... )