Because I haven't been happy in two years and haven't been happy even longer than that. Then one day my doctor gave me a medication and it's like someone walked in and put color into my life.
I'm happy because when my son laughs I'm finally...finally!...able to laugh with him and he doesn't find me lying in bed and in his little boy voice ask "what's wrong mommy" and try to cheer me up (but he can't) in all the ways a three year old knows how and I just cry harder because everything is all wrong.
And because I'm okay with tears when they come now because I know when they're done I'll actually feel better and I don't feel numb.
And P!nk is on my iPod. And my best friend is taking me out to dinner for my birthday. And it's quiet in the house.
And you posted a picture of Jack O'Neill in service dress.
:)
And apparently I'm so damn giddy I'm going all around with TMI LOL. Hope it wasn't too much :P
Well, that is reason enough for squee! :) It's amazing the difference it makes knowing you can experience an emotion, have an emotion, without getting bogged down by it for all eternity.
how did you know how much duck butt makes my day? Because duck butt is universally funny! It's one of those third-grade-humor things that never stops being funny no matter how old you get.
And here I thought I was the only one who still found duck/waterfowl butts hilarious. My dog just thinks they look tasty...
*Amanda Tapping is adorable*
And Jack has never looked better than in that shot with close-cut silver hair, his dress blues, and in thoughtful mode. Gah... that thud you heard was me feeling over in lust!
Why Am I Happpy Today? It's a Sunday after a wonderful dinner out with good friends. And I'm snuggled up with my puppy after a favorite meal on a rainy day, and the new Sherlock is on tonight!
I've spent most of the day on the couch, wrapped up in blankets and drinking tea for my sore throat, alternating episodes of Sanctuary and Warehouse 13. HG Wells and Helen Magnus should *totally* meet!!!
And then the last hour I've been making dinner, and I'm so in love with un-rushed cooking. Finely chopped asparagus simmered in butter, black pepper, and a touch of lemon. Cooked eggplant mixed with olive oil, garlic and fresh herbs. Corn on the cob with butter and salt. Omelette with fresh tomatoes and garlic topped with Parmesan cheese. Celery, crunchy lettuce and cucumber on the side. The curious thing is, I'm not a big fan of eating, but I *love* the way it looks on the plate. So pretty.
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Because I haven't been happy in two years and haven't been happy even longer than that. Then one day my doctor gave me a medication and it's like someone walked in and put color into my life.
I'm happy because when my son laughs I'm finally...finally!...able to laugh with him and he doesn't find me lying in bed and in his little boy voice ask "what's wrong mommy" and try to cheer me up (but he can't) in all the ways a three year old knows how and I just cry harder because everything is all wrong.
And because I'm okay with tears when they come now because I know when they're done I'll actually feel better and I don't feel numb.
And P!nk is on my iPod. And my best friend is taking me out to dinner for my birthday. And it's quiet in the house.
And you posted a picture of Jack O'Neill in service dress.
:)
And apparently I'm so damn giddy I'm going all around with TMI LOL. Hope it wasn't too much :P
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Yay Pink!
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*stares at the stupid cute guh* (And yeah, Daniel's chest a bit too. I admit it. ;)
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Because duck butt is universally funny! It's one of those third-grade-humor things that never stops being funny no matter how old you get.
I hope things are looking up soon :)
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*Amanda Tapping is adorable*
And Jack has never looked better than in that shot with close-cut silver hair, his dress blues, and in thoughtful mode. Gah... that thud you heard was me feeling over in lust!
Why Am I Happpy Today? It's a Sunday after a wonderful dinner out with good friends. And I'm snuggled up with my puppy after a favorite meal on a rainy day, and the new Sherlock is on tonight!
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I've spent most of the day on the couch, wrapped up in blankets and drinking tea for my sore throat, alternating episodes of Sanctuary and Warehouse 13. HG Wells and Helen Magnus should *totally* meet!!!
And then the last hour I've been making dinner, and I'm so in love with un-rushed cooking. Finely chopped asparagus simmered in butter, black pepper, and a touch of lemon. Cooked eggplant mixed with olive oil, garlic and fresh herbs. Corn on the cob with butter and salt. Omelette with fresh tomatoes and garlic topped with Parmesan cheese. Celery, crunchy lettuce and cucumber on the side. The curious thing is, I'm not a big fan of eating, but I *love* the way it looks on the plate. So pretty.
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