Fic: Every Chance, James/Sirius NC-17

[anneline]

Title: Every Chance
Pairing: James/Sirius
Rating: Hard R, possibly NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Warnings: Fisting. Agnst. Loose POV.
Summary: In Azkaban, Sirius tries not to remember James...
Thanks to summerborn and onewavebreaks for the beta. All errors and awkwardness are the result of my ignoring them.

Comments

[tealturtlequeen]

First James/Sirius fic I've read - so lovely (and sad)! Now you've got me wanting more.

[ukcalico]

Lovely, and again: grown-up. So damned and delightfully grown-up.

Hmm. Actaully. Thinking about it - and this may sound like a strange thing for a slasher to say - but I love how you write *gayness*. Sometimes in a straight-forward way, sometimes complex, the sexuality of your characters is always compelling and nuanced and *real*.

Here, for example, James's gut-wrenchingly oblivious withdrawal:

"Sirius, come on," James said in his familiar placating voice. "What we had was fun, but it's not the basis for a family. Please, try to understand."

Followed by,

James smiled widely. "You could always start your own family, too, you know."

and I just-- oh, Sirius. *Ouch*.

[fetusziall]

It has been... seven years since you posted this and I'm just reading this now. This is literally the most beautiful HP piece I have ever had the pleasure to read, and just. All the angst is delicious. The descriptions, the dynamics and characterizations, and Sirius pining for James, all of it was just so beautiful. I've never read anything like this and I don't think any other story I read will ever compare to the high caliber you've set with this one. The amount of talent and potential and perfection in just one fic is absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for such a lovely piece, honestly wow. It's beyond brilliant. x