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[annabnanna8]

i seriously don't know what to do. i fell so hard, and it's kinda hard for me to get back up again (if you matter, you know). i don't know what i want anymore, except to just get out of this hell that is my life. and i feel like i can't talk to the people who i want to be able to talk to. i find myself just not caring about anything, and i

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[idance247]

sweety im soooo sry i havent been there!!! i dont no wats going on with u and how u r n ur gonna talk everything out with me 2nite. i want 2 call u now n c if ur still home. mayb i will. ok, but im sooooo sry, n nothing can ruin the virgina trip, dont worry. I LUV U SOOOOO MUch!!! i hate that ur having a tough time. well talk soon, 2day, i promise.

luv luv luv
em

[elven_pirate_22]

You always make these long, depressing posts about how depressing your life is. And, whenever I see you, nothing big seems to be going on and you are your regular, happy self again. I know I don't see you nearly as much as I did in 6th and 7th grade, but I can't help wondering: AM I BLIND?! AM I CRAZY?! ARE YOU HIDING SOMETHING?! AM I THE PROBLEM AND I JUST DON'T KNOW IT BECAUSE I NEVER SEE YOU SO YOU CAN'T TELL ME?!

Quite confuzzling.

from me

[elven_pirate_22]

nooooo you're AMAZING!!!!! just me being dramatic. we should def. do something soooooon because i haven't seen you in soooooooooo loooong call me

<3

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[elven_pirate_22]

*Phew!*

I was worried there for a bit.

Yeah, I really wish we could get together and stuff. I've just been so busy lately, it seems like just as one thing goes away from my schedule another thing starts. In fact I think that IS how it's been Oliver ended, Guys and Dolls ttech week began. Guys and Dolls ended, Into the Woods began, District chorus ended (yesterday, we kicked major arm compared to the boys chorus! :-P )and now soccer is starting! All the while I have violin, guitar, voice lessons, YpM, and of course homework. Wow I just turned this comment into a rant about my incredibly pathetic life but back to the original subject, I'm already thinking about vacation because I know there will be an excuse to cancel some of my activities then!

[idance247]

honey i no exactly how that feels. i reread ur lj n realized i feel the same thing. u cant concentrate cuz theres so much goin on in ur head, n it feels like u cant handle nething. then a friend is upset or sumthin bad happens n u stop urself from feeling n say that u dont care, but i do, n u feel bad cuz ur being a bitch. lol, ive experienced that many a time. i luv u bitch

lol, luv
em

[sexyelmo0750]

anna omg i am so sry i have been so blind to how bad u and emma feel. I wish i could help u but i don't know how. talk t ome and i will find out how to help. i promise im a good listener ask nathalie lol. but ino how u feel to even if im sorta ur problem. but i am going to try harder and the virgina trip i promise will be a BLASTand it'll be like kiosk and everything i promise.
luv u soooooooooooo much
kiki