just remember when you forget...the sky is falling, and the star is all that is left. hit the switch to extinguish it ( Read more... )

sometimes it's hard living when you can't breathe ( Read more... )

Just got back from a great trip to San Jose & the Mojave desert. Wow was that place beyond beautiful. One never realizes how much they appreciate a real toilet and hot water. Still I would not trade that view of the stars for anything. I really do hope to go back ( Read more... )

sucks ass!! especially now. please come over in your vinyl nurse outfit. i need my temperature taken.

i wrote the decisive third song today for the new project, Omnira, in 6 hours. we now have a demo to work with people!!! well, i have to take the songs to the other boss in california first and get them approved! :) and plus the hard part comes now where we have to record and mix them properly and then of course lay some vocals on top. that ( Read more... )

wants to go to metal night at Delilah's tomorrow?? I need to get out, especially since I will be confined to the studio tomorrow trying to get songs finished for the new musical project. I have less than two weeks to lay down these tracks if I want to have them ready for the trip to San Jose. This new style that I am trying to create is very ( Read more... )

a night of sleep. definately happy about that. also got a very nice gesture from my friends in hairbangers. the guys offered to pay me out of their own pockets to help them on tour. oh and yesterday i went a whole day without feeling that huge rock in my stomach. it was some kind of miracle and it felt good. :)

is fucking great. Nothing like dedicating yourself to something and dropping over $3000 just to have the band break up over a total misunderstanding. What a fucking waste.

I have finally unlocked the door. No more tomorrows. No more regrets. I want to walk through, disappear, and never look back.

Immer vorwärts, Schritt um Schritt ... Es geht kein Weg zurück!
Und Was jetzt ist, wird nie mehr ungeschehen.
Die Zeit läuft uns davon, Was getan ist, ist getan.
Was jetzt ist, wird nie mehr so geschehen.