okay. so here it is. i hate hating you, because really we were good friends to each other. but i dont know what the fuck has happened to you.. but i would really like to know.
Leah, honestly I couldnt have said that better myself...but I never have hated you...and I miss you and mike dearly every time I see either of you I want to cry b/c I look back and see what we were like... and I miss having someone to hang out with and talk to...and ever since you guys have stopped talking to me i've felt like shit...I just want things to be back how they were...
yeah, i know, i understand. what i want to know is.. why wont you cut your hair. why do you do things that arent you? why do try and make people feel sorry for you? why cant you just make the most out of anything? yeah i know stuff sucks.. but you cant mope about it all the time. i hate how you stay stupid random stuff like. bubbles and crap.. and i cant stand it. i just want to know why you kind of like slipped from your surgery on?
I won't cut my hair b/c I like it, its just that simple it doesn't have to be alright with everyone else(not trying to be an ass)...sometimes I do things that aren't me b/c...well I don't exactly know...I don't really try to make ppl sorry for me...but all at the same time it happens, sure sometimes I do but most of the time I just let ppl know how I feel...yah, i know that i'm shitty sometimes and immature, I geuss its just my way of dealing with stress, & lately i've been fine, i've been thinking alot in my free time and i've realized that yah sometimes things are shit and i've learned to take them with stride...and I really hope that we dont have to hold this grudge forever...i miss you
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