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[animal2020]

this extra working out is gonna be alot harder then i first thought.

but i will not give up so easily.

but i think i am going to have to come up with a nother way.. i dont like this being away from amanda.

i amfinding that i am sleeping when i should be here.

maybe if i just sleep less. ya maybe that will give me more time.

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[sweet_paroxysm]

Rick you need your rest... Your pushing yourself really hard and you need your sleep to help get stronger...

[soultosteal]

dude, its ok, i'll stay up till i pass out,

[animal2020]

but i just cant stand it. i have always be a fairly patient man.. always knowing that you have to follow a path to get things done.

but this desire to be with amanda has comsumed down to my very bones.

and all you horndogs out there this is NOT about sex. this is about a bruning need to just be with her. to start making a life with her.

it is about taking away her loneliness........and mine.

it is about having someone close to you to talk to.
or not even talking at all and just enjoying her being there.

and it mostly is about just loving her and showing her that of all the beings in the world she is the only one that choose to spend my life with.

so if that means i have to push myself to the point of collaspe or even beyond.

then bring it.. it is nothing compared to her.