Lies - Chapter 11
Title: Lies
Length: 11/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg13 (Pg - R)
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg
Pairing: Jae/Yunho, Jae/Yoochun, Junsu/Yoochun,
Summary: Yunho arrived on time for his brother’s wedding. He wanted to know about this mysterious guy that had made his brother fall head over heels in love with him.
But when he arrived, his brother had committed suicide, only leaving behind a letter with the initials KJ and a brooch with the initial J. Now Yunho was seeking revenge. He was going to find KJ and make him pay for his brother’s suicide.
A/N: The plot is not mine. The story is not mine.
Okay, I think that this is the worst chapter yet. But don't worry things are going to get a bit better for Jae. Something big is coming next. I guess everyone know what I am talking about^_^.
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“What!”. Yunho stood up from his seat. He slammed his fist on the table, sending everything that was on it, to the floor. Everyone in the restaurant looked at the scene. A waiter came, picking up the broken glass from the floor. Yunho sat down again, trying to control his anger.
“I am going to asked him right now!”. He yelled. “You know what!. I don’t care if you slept with him!. Yours or not, he is going to be mine and only mine!.
“Not even Jaejoong knows that he is going to marry me, but he will”. He affirmed. “ There may be another reason”. He hinted. “Please, Yunh. I am asking you as a friend, forget about him”. He pleaded with him.
“I am not going to let Jaejoong go even if he says so himself!. Do you understand!”. He breathed heavily.
“No, I don’t. I am trying to make you understand that it’s better that way. I am going to be your friend no matter what, my house is always going to be open for you”. He spoke softly.
“If you want it that way!. I am going to keep going to your house to see him, and not you. And I am going to keep going until your father forbids me the entrance to his house!. Yunho stood up and left.
***
Jaejoong was going to his room, when he heard Junsu calling him. He knew he shouldn’t go, but against his better judgment , he went inside Junsu’s room.
“What do you want?”. Jaejoong stood up by the door.
“I want to ask you if you and Yunho are in a serious relationship?. Is he your boyfriend?”. Junsu moved closer to Jaejoong.
“I shouldn’t answer, but yes we are. So now you can go and tell everyone, especially my aunt”
“She is going to be happy. She want you out of this house as soon as possible. Am I hurting you because I am telling you the truth”. He sat down on his bed, smiling.
“Not really. I am so happy right now, that even if my aunt is happy because I may leave, I am happy for her”. Jaejoong tried not to fall into Junsu’s trap.
“I bet you seduced him. You have so many tricks. You made him fall in love with you”. Jaejoong scoffed amused at Junsu’s words. “You are so wrong. It’s quite the opposite, he was the one that came looking for me”. He sat besides his cousin, Junsu had a smirk on his face. “Why are you laughing”. Jaejoong asked. .
“Nothing”. Junsu mocked him. “It’s just that, I bet that Yunho just wants to be with you because he thinks that you have money. Or maybe he wants something else. The only thing, that men that approach you want from you. You know”. He looked at Jaejoong up and down.
“You are just envious. I don’t have to lie, deceit or pretend in front of anyone. I don’t have to do anything like that in order to be happy, like you”.
“Excuse me!, don’t you talk to me that way!”. Junsu was offended. “I am telling you the truth. You have tricked my uncle and my aunt. Your ambition controls you completely, and that’s why you want to marry Yoochun”. Jaejoong told Junsu what he deserved.
“Shut up!, shup up!, Jaejoong!. He move away from the bed.
***
Mrs. Park and her sister, were drinking tea in the living room, talking about the party preparations. Bu,t the conversation soon, changed to Jaejoong.
Mrs. Park was excited that Jaejoong had accepted Yunho. Jaejoong had told his favorite aunt about Yunho’s proposal. Besides, Yesung, his aunt was his favorite confident. Mr. Park was complaining so much about Jaejoong that her sister had no other choice but to confess that Jaejoong had already chosen Yunho over Yoochun. Mrs. Park was jumping from happiness. Finally, her dream was going to come true. His son was going to marry Junsu, who was as pure as the snow. He was perfect for his only son.
“Jaejoong is going to marry Yunho and he is going to stop being a problem for you”. Her sister said, while drinking her tea.
“But still, my Yoochun is going to suffer”. She frowned. “But, then he is going to have the perfect life besides someone like Junsu. I don’t know why, but Jaejoong has been a challenge for me, ever since he was young”. She complained. “Or maybe, it’s because Junsu is so sweet and nice that I just have to compare them. And Jaejoong always loses.
“I love them both, but Jaejoong has a special place in my heart”. She said. Then they heart Mr. Park, opening the main door.
***
“I don’t care about you!, but Yoochun is going to be mine!”. Junsu screamed at his face. “Who do you think you are talking to!?. You are just a charity case here!”. He huffed .
“So are you”. Jaejoong still remained calm.
“We are not the same!. My parents were outstanding people!. They were honest. I am proud of them, can’t you say the same!”. He started his attack.
“Your mother was a whore and your father was a drunkard!”.
“She was the most famous whore in the city!”. He laughed, screaming even harder. “And your father was an idiot that died on the street for a whore”. Jaejoong just stared at him, not believing what the other was saying about his parents.
“He must have taught you everything you know!, because he was a womanizer and a player!, his wife was a whore!, and he had a slut as his son!. You are worth nothing!”. He spat into Jaejoong’s face.
Jaejoong couldn’t restrain his anger so he slapped Junsu hard on the face, his face was red from the anger that he was feeling. Junsu stumbled backwards from the force of the slap. He grabbed his face, giving Jajoong a look of hate. He wasn’t done yet.
“You are so low that not even your mother wanted you!”.
“Why are you telling me this?”. Jaejoon tried to contain his tears. “What do you gain from this?”. One tears rolled down his face. He could stand insults against him, but not against his parents.
“I want you to never forget who you are and where you came from!”. Junsu tried to be as hurtful as possible. He walked around Jaejoong, like a predator with his prey.
“You mother left because it was more important for her to go out with men!, and be the whore that she was!. And you grew up to be just like her!.
“You are dirty because you came from thrash!. What a nice family”. He had a smirk on his face.
“You should kill yourself, you are just as disgusting as you family!. You only deserve death, and I pity the man that falls in love with you, he is going to end up death just like you father!.
“You and your mother are the same!”.
“Your father cared more about his women that is why he died that way!”.
“Shut up!”. He threaten Junsu, walking forward with his hand raised. He was crying now.
“You are a whore like your mother!, and your father was a thief, a player, a crook and a drunkard,. He deserved to die like that, because he was your father!. He screamed at the top of his lungs.
“Shut up!, shut up!”. Jaejoogn screamed, grabbing Junsu by the head, he then started to slapped him repeatedly. Junsu started to scream, calling for his aunt. The screams could be hear all around the house.
Mrs. Park came barging into the room, when she heard Junsu’s screams. She tried to pull Jaejoong off of Junsu, but Jaejoong was stronger than her. She started to screamed for help, when Mr. Park came into the room also. He grabbed Jaejoong by the shoulders, trying to get him to stop. He managed to snatch one of Jaejoong’s arms, and then he pulled him violently, throwing him to the floor.
Junsu ran to his aunt’s arms, crying and sobbing that Jaejoong wanted to kill him. Mr. Park was breathing hard, angry and disappointed by Jaejoong.
Jaejoong stood up trying to reach Junsu again, his face fulled of tears. Mrs. Park let go of Junsu for a moment and then, she slapped Jaejoong hard on the face. Mr. Park took Junsu into his arms, trying to calm him down. Junsu was just crying.
“How dare you do this!”. She screamed. “How dare you hit him!”
“Yes, I hit him!, so what!”. Jaejoong crying, said in defiance. “And I am going to keep hitting him, if he doesn’t stop talking bad about my parents!”.
“I didn’t say anything. He is lying!”. Junsu wept.
“You son of a whore!”. She shrieked, trying to slap him again.
Mr. Park quickly intervened, stopping his wife. “Dear, don’t lower yourself to his level. Jaejoogn rubbed his arm, feeling the pain left by his dear uncle. But after hearing his uncle’s words, he didn’t feel anything anymore.
“Uncle, I did hit him, but he was insulting my parents!. You have no idea what he said about my father!”. He tried to defend himself.
“Is that truth Junsu?”. He turned around and asked Junsu. “Of course not, uncle!”. Junsu denied.
“Junsu is not capable of that!. Mrs. Park defended his favorite nephew.
Mr. Park grabbed Jaejoong by the arm, making him wince in pain. “Don’t you know that Junsu is sick!. In this house, you are going to behave like a decent person!”.
“I am sorry uncle, but I was really hurt by his words!”. Jaejoong had never seen his uncle so mad at him. Junsu was standing at the corner of the room, smiling.
“I don’t care if he said something or not!, but this is the last time that I am going to allow something like this!. Get out of this room!. I don’t want to see your face anymore!”. He pulled Jaejoong by the arm, throwing him out of the room and closing the door on his face.
Jaejoong collapsed outside of the door, crying for his uncle. He stood up and went into his room. He sat down on his bed, crying. He wasn’t crying for Junsu’s words anymore. He wasn’t crying for his aunt, he was crying for his uncle’s words.
He sat there for a while, until Yoochun knocked on the door and came into his room. He asked him, if he was okay. But Jaejoong told him that he wanted to be alone. Yoochun wanted to have Jaejoong in his arms and comfort him, but he knew that now it wasn’t the right time. He left, thinking that Jaejoong had been confronted with Junsu and thus he had accepted his crime. “Jaejoong, I want to help you. I don’t; care how many mistakes you have made, I am always going to be there for you”.
***
Yunho was in his penthouse, thinking how well his plan was going. He called Shiwon, telling him that the house needed to be ready in at least a week. He ordered him to hire a decorator and fix up everything in the house. He was going to get married soon and he was going to be living there with Jaejoong. He placed the phone down, his mind remembering the talk that he had had with Yoochun.
“Did Jae really sleep with Yoochun?”. He wondered. “Is he pregnant again?”. He felt displeasure at the thought. Suddenly the phone rang, it was Jaejoong.
“Jaejoong what’s wrong?”. He could tell that Jaejoong was distraught.
“Yunho, I love you so much”. He sobbed, trying to control his tears. Yunho panicked, after hearing him speak.
“Are you crying?”.
“Yes”. He let his tears spill. “I need you so much”. He confessed. He needed Yunho now, more than before. He felt so alone and misunderstood.
“I am going to your house right now!”.
“No, no Yunho. My uncle is just going to get madder. Why don’t you wait until tonight.
“Can you talk now, what happened?”. Yunho asked.
“It was Junsu”.
“What did he do?”.
“He told me terrible things about my parents”. He cried harder, his voice breaking from the pain that he felt for his parents. “Why did he do that?. What did you do after?”.
“I slapped him”. Jaejoong said , hoping that Yunho wouldn’t judge him. Yunho couldn’t help, but to laugh. Jaejoong had guts. “Well done”. He told him, smiling.
“You are the only one that loves me. Why aren’t you here with me”. His voice told Yunho how sad, Jaejoong was a t the moment. He felt a whole in his chest. He was also hurting. He was hurting for him. “If you would let me, I’ll be there by your side. Please, don’t cry. I understand that at the moment everyone must be mad at you, but I am going to be there soon”.
“Yes, even my uncle that has always being by my side, treated me badly”. He sobbed, it really hurt to have seen his uncle so disappointed at him. He rubbed his arm, seeing the handprint on his arm. But deep down, he didn’t blame his uncle.
“Please, don’t cry. After all, you gave Junsu what he deserved. I’ll be there tonight.
“Yunho, I love you so much”. Jaejoong broke down. Yunho didn’t know what to answer, he just hung up the phone, his face serious.
***
Jaejoong hug up, feeling a little better, but still he couldn’t stop the tears. At that moment Yoochun entered his room again. He asked for permission and Jae let him enter his room.
“Why are you crying so much?”. He softly asked, sitting besides Jaejoong on the bed.
“I am really sad. I had a fight with Junsu and my uncle and …..”.
“Don’t worry. I know what’s going on”. He though that Jaejoong was talking about the abortion.
“Yoochu, I swear to you that…….”. He couldn’t finish his sentence, Yoochun cut him off. “Don’t say anything”. He intertwined Jaejoong’s fingers with his own.
“It hurts. But no one has the right to shame me, the least of all Junsu”. He leaned closer to Yoochun. “Jaejoong, I don’t care what happened, everything is in the past. I want you to know that you can count on me”.
“Thank you, Yoochun”. Jaejoong was grateful to have a cousin like him.
“You have the right to repent and live you life to the fullest. He caressed Jae’s cheek. Jaejoong was confused after hearing Yoochun’s words. But, he just smiled.
***
Mr. Park was in the living room, having a strong drink. He was waiting for his guests. Yoochun came in, sitting besides his father.
“We have so many problems that I really don’t want to see anybody now”. He took several sips from his drink, trying to relax.
“Why don’t you cancel the party?”. Yoochun said. “No, son. I don’t want any gossip about my family”.
“Why do you care about that”.
“Yoochun, we have to live our lives normally. Remember, we have to keep quiet about everything.
Then Mr. Han arrived at he house, giving Mr. Park a big hug. Moments later more guests arrived at the house.
In his room, Junsu was cursing out Jaejoong. He was outraged that Jaejoong had dared to hit him. He vowed to make him pay. He had a new plan.
***
Jaejoong sneaked down the stairs, carefully looking out for anyone. He went to the kitchen, and then he went to the back entrance of the house. He was waiting impatiently for Yunho there in the dark.
A few minutes later. Yunho arrived, rushing to Jaejoong’s side. They embraced each other, Jaejoong flung himself into Yunho’s arms, he tried not to cry.
“I was waiting for you. I needed to be with you and feel you”. He felt so broken and out of place. He wanted to leave and disappear. He wanted Yunho to take him away.
“Tell me everything”. Yunho stroked Jaejoong’s silky hair. He was shaking.
“Junsu provoked me and hit him. I know I shouldn’t have. My uncle is so mad that he doesn’t even want to see me anymore”.
“Really?”. He felt sorry for Jaejoong. He wanted to steal him away from the people that were hurting him. For a few seconds, he forgot about his revenge.
“Junsu told me that my mom was a …..”
“No, Jaejoong”. He placed his hand on Jaejoong’s lips. “Don’t repeat that. I know those words hurt you”. He placed a kiss on each of Jaejoong’s eyes. “What else did he say?”
“He told me that the person that falls in love with me is going to ended up dead”. He choked on his words. “Death, what did he mean by that”. He cupped Jaejoong’s face with his hands. Was Junsu talking about his brother?. Jaejoong looked up to Yunho’s face. “I don’t know. He said so many things. He was making fun of me”. Jaejoong excused himself and went inside the house for a moment. He needed some time to calm down. He didn’t want Yunho to think that he was weak.
The moment Jaejoong was out of sight, Yunho clenched his fists. “Dead, just like my brother!. But I am going to change that!”. His mindset changed completely. Yunho heard some noises, and then Junsu appeared in front of him. “I need to tell you something about Jaejoong”. He looked around, making sure that no one saw him. “I was resting in my bed, when he came into my room and hit me”. He lied and Yunho opened his eyes wide in surprise. “He is a beast. Everything started because of his parents”.
“I know, you told me about them before”.
“I shouldn’t tell you anything. You are his friend”. Junsu said, but Yunho had a more important question. “Junsu, do you know if Jaejoong has caused someone’s death”. Junsu furrowed his eyebrown, that was a really strange question.
“I guess no, but I think he is capable of anything. I have to leave. Please, don’t say anything to Jaejoong”. He left, hearing footsteps. Yunho told him to not worry about it before he left.
Jaejoong came out again, feeling like he could breath again. He clang to Yunho again. He felt safe in his arms. The pain reseeded a little bit. He placed his head on Yunho’s shoulder. “I didn’t want to cry all over you suit”. He said as they swayed back and forth.
“I wouldn’t mind”. Yunho chuckled. “But, I prefer if you would cry tears of happiness. Yunho could feel Jaejoong’s smile.
“I am glad that you are here with me. Just hug me and love me”. Jae felt vulnerable, he wanted to disappear into Yunho’s body. And Yunho just did that. He embraced Jaejoong with all his power. “You must be scared after what happened with Junsu”. He caressed Jaejoong’s face. He then looked at Jaejoong’e eyes. they immediately kissed each other. For Jaejoong, it was the kiss that he needed.
Out of nowhere, Mr. Park came out of the house, outraged to find Jaejoong kissing Yunho inside his house. “Hello, Mr. Jung. Care to explain to me what the hell are you doing here!?”. He raised his voice.
They pulled away from each other instantly, feeling like teenagers, being caught in the act. “I just came here to visit Jaejoong”. Yunho told Mr. Park, feeling uncomfortable with the situation. It was way too old for this. .
“Why didn’t you come into the house. Why did you have to sneak like a thief?”. His face reflected his anger.
“uncle….I….”. Jaejoong stuttered.
“I am surprise to see you here. I thought you were going to stay in your room for the night. I thought you weren’t feeling okay”. Mr. Park spoke, holding his anger.
“I don’t feel okay. I feel horrible but”. Mr. Park interrupted him. “It doesn’t look that way. Go inside now!. Say good bye to Mr. Jung”. He ordered with a stern voice. But Jaejoong wasn’t going to let Yunho, not just yet. “Yunho, wait for me. I’ll be right back”.
“Jaejoong”. Mr. Park screamed, but the other went inside the house, not caring what his uncle had said. Now left alone on the back entrance of the house, Mr. Park was going to confront Jung Yunho.
***
All the guests were inside the house, having a wonderful time. Yoochun couldn’t care less about the party. His thoughts were only on Jaejoong.
Junsu came down, wanting to see Yoochun, but he was surprise to see Changmin at the party. He approached, making sure that no one saw him. “What are you doing here?”. He pulled Changmin to one corner, so they could talk”.
“Your aunt invited me”. Changmin was enjoying the party. He had always dreamt to be in parties like this. .
“Why did you come?”. Junsu hagged him. “I didn’t want to be rude. I feel special now, after being invited by the richest family in the city”. He had a grin on his face.
“This is not your world. You are going to feel out of place”. Junsu whispered. Changmin took his opportunity and pulled Junsu against his body. “Don’t worry about me. I am getting use to it. I feel like I belong to this family. Although, I wasn’t as lucky as you to have been adopted by a rich uncle. I hope that you adopt me in the future”. He laughed but he wasn’t joking.
“Are you crazy?”. He pushed Changmin away.
“Baby, Don’t make me do something that you will regret later on”. He grabbed Junsu by the wrist, making him wince in pain.
On another part of the living room, Yoochun saw Jaejoong go up to his room. Mr. Han was with him, seeing his dream-like look.
“You love him”. Mr. Han said, as he patted Yoochun’s back. “Your friend wants to know who was Dongwook’s boyfriend”.
“It was Jaejoong”. Yoochun said with confidence.
“He told you that?”. Mr. Han was surprise.
“No, it was Junsu”. Mr. Hand shook his head. “Really, I bet Yunho a million dollars that it was Junsu. I would have swore that it was him”. Mr. Han still has his doubts.
“Junsu, it’s impossible”. Yoochun could never picture doing something like that.
“Son, Jaejoong is an open book, he doesn’t keep secrets, on the other hand………”. He tried to convince Yoochun. “There is proof”. He curtly said.
“I sorry Yoochun, but I absolutely don’t believe that it was Jaejoong”. He said that and then left him by himself.
***
“I am displeased with your presence in my house. Please, leave now”. Mr. Park spoke dangerously.
“Mr. Park, don’t say that, otherwise I’ll see your nephew in secret. Jaejoong and I are both adults. I understand that this wasn’t the best idea. But, still please understand”. He tried to explain.
“Do you think that it was morally correct, to see you here, kissing my nephew. You have disrespected my house!”. He yelled.
“I am sorry. I apologized. But, let me explain something”.
“What else can you tell me?”. Mr. park was losing his patience. .
“Maybe it’s a little too late, but I wanted to talk to you about Jaejoong this morning”.
“Why didn’t you do it?”. He glared Yunho down
“Because Jaejoong told me not to. I thought he called me today because he had already talked to you”.
Inside the house, Mrs. Park noticed his husband’s absence. She went to the kitchen, hearing his husband’s voice.
“He didn’t tell you about us”. Yunho asked. “No he didn’t”. he replied. “Mr. Park, I don’t know if you are okay with me seeing your nephew. I don’t know if you consider me not worthy of you him”.
“No, it’s no that, but we had had many problems in the family recently”.
“I see. Well, I want to tell you that I want to marry Jaejoong. Please, tell me when I can talk to you and ask for his hand in marriage”. Yunho didn’t waste a minute to obtain what he wanted. “What are you saying”. He got the surprise of his life.
“Mr. Park, Jaejoong has agreed to marry me. I don’t want to prolong this anymore”.
***
Yoochun and Kangin were in the terrace, looking out to the garden. Yoochun was depressed, slumped down on the edge of the terrace. “What’s wrong with you”. Kangin asked.
“I am so angry”. Yoochun saw Yunho on the garden. He knew perfectly well that Jaejoong was going to come out soon.
“Ah, it’s because Jaejoong doesn’t like you anymore. His charming prince is another. Your friend is lucky”. Kangin sighed He too was in love with Jae not so long ago. But he settled for his friendship instead. Jaejoong didn’t like to hurt people.
“This shouldn’t have happened”. Yoochun regretted that he didn’t act quickly, when he saw Jae again. . “I though the same when you arrived. I thought that I should have married Jaejoong, before you came back from America”. Kanging confessed. “I don’t care about Yunho. I am going to marry Jaejoong”.
“What are you going to do?. Are you going to force him, knowing very well that he doesn’t love you?”. Kangin tried to make Yoochun see that it was better to let Jae go. “I don’t care about anything anymore. But, I can’t deny that Yunho is a good person”.
“You are a noble person, even after he stole Jaejoong’s away from you and me, you still say nice things about him”. He laughed, he tried to make him feel better. He always liked to joke around. “Even if he marries Jaejoong or not, he is still a nice friend”.
“Hey, why don’t we go to a club. Let’s drown our sorrow in alcohol. After all we are both losers”. He gave Yoochun a faint smile.
***
“Why do you want to get married right away”. Mr. Park yelled, dumbfounded by Yunho’s question.
“I understand if you don’t trust me. I can provide information about me and my family, but I am not going to leave Jaejoong”. Yunho started to loose his temper too.
Just when Mr. Park was going to throw Yunho out of his house, Mrs. Park came out. She hugged Yunho, telling him that she was so glad to see him. Mr. Park had to calm down a bit. She invited him to the party, but Yunho declined. He had to leave pretty soon. He told them that he was going to go to the garden and wait there for Jaejoong. Mr. Park had no other choice but to allow Yunho to stay in his house. He told Yunho to come by tomorrow morning so they could talk privately. Yunho left and Mr. Park exploded.
“Why are you being so nice to him!”. He asked his wife.
“I care about Jaejoong’s feelings”. Mrs. Park was so happy. .
“Since when do you care about Jaejoong’s feelings!”.
“I do care, Yunho seems like a nice man. It’s perfect. Once he accepts Yunho, my Yoochun is going to marry Junsu. She said happily. Mr. Park gave up, throwing his hands up in the air. They both went inside, the guests were waiting.
***
Yunho was waiting in the garden for Jaejoong. He was anxious to see him again and he didn’t like it one bit. Jaejoong came running out to him. He had something on his hand.
“I was worried. I thought that my uncle was going to ask you to leave”. He wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck.
“No, he didn’t. And I already talk to him”. He welcomed the hug, feeling his heart beating faster.
“Why did you say?”.
“I told him that I wanted to marry you”. Jaejoong’s smile was so wide, he wanted to jumped in happiness” Really!”. He hugged him even tighter.
“Yes, And if you had let me, tell him sooner, we would have prevented a big misunderstanding”. He caressed Jaejoong’s face. He liked to touch that perfect skin, that was going to belong to him very soon.
“I know its my fault. It’ jus that after the fight with Junsu I couldn’t tell him”. He buried his face on Yunho’s broad chest. “He is going to receive me here tomorrow morning”. Jaejoong tilted his head backwards in surprise. “Here”.
“Yes, here. We are going to talk about our future together. It should be here in your house”. Jaejoong let Yunho go, reaching out for something that was in his back pocket.
Jaejoong handed out a picture of himself, in the back there was a dedicatory. Yunho took the picture in his hand, not knowing what to say. They were indeed like two teenagers in love.
Yoochun and Kangin were observing the pair with intense eyes, especially Yoochun.
“Hey, He never game me a picture”. Kangin cried in outrage.
“I have many”. Yoochun replied with a depressed voice.
“But one with a dedicatory on the back, I doubt you have one”. Yoochun stayed silent.
Jaejoong was feeling shy, Yunho just kept looking at him, his eyes were so captivating. “You aren’t going to say anything”. He finally asked him.
“Thank you, but I bet that you have given out a lot of pictures”. Yunho’s thoughts were now on his brother. “This is the first time that I have ever fallen in love”. Jaejoong embraced Yunho again.
“So now you are the one that is in love”. Yunho smiled satisfactorily.
“Yes, and I know that the one that loves the most, is the one that suffers the most, but I don’t care”. He rubbed his nose with Yunho’s. “I am the one that is going to enjoy this more” . Jaejoong was thinking that being in love was the best feeling in the world, especially when the one you love is so close to you. “Do you really love me?”. Yunho asked. Jaejoong rolled his eyes, he didn’t answer. Yunho bent down to give him a kiss, but Jae pulled back. “No, don’t kiss me. People are watching”. He pointed at Yoochun’s direction with his eyes. Yunho was not happy.
“Doesn’t it bother you, that they are seeing you with me?". Jaejoong didn’t answer.
Yoochun couldn’t stand it any longer. It set his blood on fire, seeing them so closed together. He accepted Kangin’s offer and they left.
“Why is your uncle so mad anyway?”. Yunho tried to change the conversation. “It’s because of Junsu, but I guess that it’s also because I didn’t choose Yoochun.
“Well, Yoochun has a lot of money and you would never need anything else if you would marry him”. He wanted to see what Jaejoong was going to answer.
“Yes, but I fell in love with you and not him”. Jaejoong happily answer.
“I don’t care if your uncle says no. I have learn that you have to fight for the things that you want”. He nuzzled Jaejoong’s neck. “I like that. And I can tell you that I will do anything for you”. Jaejoong couldn’t ask for more. .
“Tell me, why did Junsu say that the person that falls in love with you, ends up death?”. Yunho suddenly remember Junsu’s words.
“I think he said that because of my mom. My father suffered a lot after my mom left him. He died later, and it was my mom’s fault”. Jaejoong frowned, remembering his childhood. .
“Ah, so he wasn’t talking about a previous boyfriend that killed himself after you left him”.His tone was serious now. He stopped being playful.
“No, no way!”. Jaejoong furrowed his eyebrows.
“What if you discovered that someone committed suicide because of you?”. He pulled away from Jaejoong’s embrace.
“Let me tell you something. And, I want to make this clear. I have never said -I love you- to anyone else but you. You are the first one”. Jaejoong spoke honestly.
“You are lying!”. Yunho spat. “Maybe, you never said it, but maybe you wrote it”. Jaejoong scoffed.
“Me, writing a letter. No way!. But let me tell you something. If someone had pressured me to love him, and then he threaten me to commit suicide just because I didn’t love him back, that is emotional blackmail. I don’t fall for that”.
“Of course, you have to think that way”. Yunho mocked him.
“I mean, I would worry about him and his family. But I would never blame myself for his death. You can’t force someone to love you”.
“You are so cold”. Yunho shook his head in disbelief. Jaejoong was cruel. Jaejoong could see that Yunho had changed. His face was hard as stone.
“Yunho, no one has the right to take his or hers own life, and then blame someone else. If someone does that, that person must be crazy”. He explained his point of view. “Don’t look at me that way?”. Jaejoong thought that he saw hate on Yunho’s eyes, but that was impossible.
“I think that someone has to pay for that dead”. He spat.
“Then who has to pay?”. Jaejoong asked.
“The person that tricked him into love”. Yunho raised his voice.
“So the other person has to pay just because he rejected him. That’s blackmail I don’t agree”. Yunho immediately grabbed Jaejoong by the arm after he said that.
“A man like that was driven to commit suicide!. That other person tricked him, and played with his feelings1. He drove him crazy with love and lies!. That other man deserves to pay!”. He pulled Jaejoong with force against his body, kissing him violently.
Jaejoong pushed him away, grabbing his lips. They hurt. “What’s wrong with you!”. He yelled. “This is the last time that you hurt me. I am not crazy enough to marry someone that hurts me like this”. He screamed at Yunho, where was the other Yunho?.
Yunho tried to stop him. He gripped his wrists, trying to hug him again. “Let me go!, Yunho!. Is this the kind of person that you are. You know what. I can still forget about you”. He pushed Yunho away and went inside his house.
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I like this chapter because of the conversation that Jae had with Yunho at the end, So what do you think?. Should Junsu be blame for Dongwook's death?. It is a really difficult topic, depending on which side you are on.