Jun 13, 2008 23:35
Title: Lies
Length: 8/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg13 (Pg - R)
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg
Pairing: Jae/Yunho, Jae/Yoochun, Junsu/Yoochun,
Summary: Yunho arrived on time for his brother’s wedding. He wanted to know about this mysterious guy that had made his brother fall head over heels in love with him.
But when he arrived, his brother had committed suicide, only leaving behind a letter with the initials KJ and a brooch with the initial J. Now Yunho was seeking revenge. He was going to find KJ and make him pay for his brother’s suicide.
A/N: The plot is not mine. The story is not mine.
I am so sorry for the late update. I know I promise to update sooner but my life is upside down at the moment. I hope I can continue witht he quick updates. I'll try, but I will finish all my stories so don't worry^^.
Thank you so much to everyone that reads and comments on the story. You give me energy to continue writing.
I am really thankful^^.
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Yoochun saw them and quickly left, he couldn’t bear to watch them anymore. He knew that Yunho had seen him . On his way to the house, he found his father. He told him that he wanted to leave immediately. His face reflecting his pain, his disappointment. Mr. Park didn’t know what was going on.
Jaejoong broke the kiss and ran away. The Yunho that had kissed him, was so ruthless. He wanted the other Yunho. Mr. Park was still asking his son, why he wanted to leave, when Jaejoong appeared in front of them. He was crying. He threw himself in the comforting arms of his uncle. He hugged him tightly. He didn’t know why after the kiss, he felt to sad. Mr. Park asked Jaejoong why he was crying, but Jaejoong wasn’t responding, his mind lost in trying to decipher Jung Yunho. .
Yunho appeared too. Mr. Park was steaming mad. “Yunho, care to explain why Jaejoong is crying?!”. He growled, while still hugging his precious nephew. Yunho didn’t answer. He just placed his hands on his hips. He was also worried. Mr. Park lead Jaejoong to the house, not wanting the other to talk to his nephew. He gave Yunho a murderous look, before leaving.
Yunho wanted to stop them, but Mr. Han told him to wait for a moment. Yunho understood. He apologized to Yoochun and Mr. Han and left.
***
“I really don’t like that Jung Yunho. The moment he came into my house, I knew he was going to cause trouble!”. Mr. Park was yelling to his family. They were all sitting in the living room. Jaejoong was also there, but he didn’t even raise his head. He was too busy, thinking about Yunho and the kiss. Yoochun was looking in Jaejoong direction and Junsu was looking at Yoochun. One more jealous than the other.
“He really didn’t do anything bad”. Jae whispered. They were all accusing Yunho.
“Yeah, right!. I hate that troublesome jerk!”. Mr. Park screamed. He sat down besides Jaejoong, asking him what Yunho had done to him to upset him so much.? Jaejoong sgave a shy laugh, telling them that Yunho really didn’t do anything. His uncle of course didn’t believe him.
“I don’t like him!. I don’t like him!”. He whined. Mrs. Park got tired of his husband’s childish behavior, so she told him to shut up. She knew that it was all Jaejoong’s fault anyway. He always wanted to be the center of attention. Mr. Han and Yoochun’s aunt tried to defend Yunho. They knew that he wasn;t such a bad guy. However, Mr. Park refused to change his mind. He didn’t care that Yunho came from a nice family and also had money. He didn’t want someone like him for Jaejoong, and he told everyone so. Jaejoong bit his lips, while trying to calm his uncle. He told his uncle that he shouldn’t dislike Yunho because of him. It was all a misunderstanding. Mr. Park just rolled his eyes.
***
Yunho slowly entered Junsu’s room, trying not to make any noise. He knew everyone was in the living room. He needed to get those letter and now was the perfect chance to get them.
He walked towards the closet, those letters were so important. He opened the closet, desperately looking for the letters.
He was going to look in the top shelves, when Junsu appeared behind him.
“What are you doing here?”. He calmly asked Yunho.
“I-I came here to give you back your key”. He answered, while taking the key out of his pocket. He thanked God, for his quick thinking. He gave the key back. Junsu thanked him, and started to badmouthed Jaejoong. After a few minutes, Yunho made an excused and left the room. When he was sure that he was alone in his room, he took the letters in his hands. He was suspicious of Yunho’s presence in his room.
“I have to be really careful”. Junsu thought. He took the letter out of the bag, and then he started to rip them to pieces.
***
Yunho was leaving the house, when he saw Yoochun standing outside by the fence. Yoochun saw him, but he didn’t move a muscle. Yunho walked towards him.
“Yoochun, I am sorry about everything. I am leaving right now”. Yunho tried to see if Yoochun was mad, after seeing them kiss.
“Don’t be.”, was his curt answer. “We are also leavening. I can’t stand this place anymore”. Yoochun huffed.
“I never thought that this was going to happen. You don’t know how sorry I am”. Yunho felt sorry for him. He never intended to harm him. He just wanted to make Jaejoong suffer, but sadly Yoochun was in the middle of everything.
“It’s about Jaejoong. Isn’t it?”. Yoochun asked him. Yunho just nodded.
“Yoochun, is there something else between Jaejoong and you?”. Yunho had to know if Jaejoong had been truthful.
“No, don’t worry about it. There is nothing going on between us”. Yoochun immediately admitted. He didn’t have to lie. There wasn’t really anything between them. He had imagine a relationship that wasn’t there to begin with.
“I have to apologize to him. I don’t know why but I behaved like an animal”. Yunho tried to explain.
“Whatever happened, forget about it. You are my friend. I am sorry that you have to leave in this situation. Jaejoong already told us that it wasn’t your fault, he will understand later if you talk to him”. He tried to made their conversation quick. Yunho told him to say goodbye to everyone on the house on his behalf. He then left for good.
In the house, they were still fighting. Mainly Mr. Park cursing Yunho to hell and Mrs. Park trying to calm down his husband, before he would suffer an aneurism. Mr. Han was looking out the window, when he saw Yunho leave. He informed everyone that Yunho had indeed left. Jaejoong felt so bad, he had caused so much trouble. Mr. Park smiled.
“I hope he goes to……”. Mr. Park was trying to curse, when his wife screamed at him to not say anything else. The trip had been ruined. She really liked Yunho, since he could take Jaejoong‘s attention away from his son. She told his husband that he had been unfair to Yunho. He was a good man. While his uncle and aunt were fighting, Jaejoong tried to leave after Yunho, but his uncle stopped him. He told him to sit down and don’t move. After a while, everyone packed and left the ranch.
***
The arrived at the city late in the night. Everyone went straight to bed, except for Yoochun. He couldn’t sleep. His mind was invaded by uncertainties. The house was so silent, he walked around for a little bit, founding his father in the living room. He tried to leave but his father had already seen him. He ordered him to sit down, so they could talk.
“What happened?. Mr. Park asked hi son. “I don’t want to talk about it”. Yoochun was in a really difficult position. “Come one, talk to me son”. He patted his arm. “I can’t talk about it”. Yoochun insisted.
“Don’t you trust me?”. Mr. Park tried to find out what was bothering his son.
“Yes, dad”. He sighed. “But, I promise not to say anything”. Yoochun didn’t know if he should tell his father about Jaejoong . “Yoochun, just yesterday you were happy and now you look like someone died”. Mr. Park was losing his patient.
“Dad!, please. I can’t!”. Yoochun stood up, he was so frustrated. He really needed someone to talk about this, otherwise he was going to explode.
“Okay, did you promise someone else not to say anything?”. Yoochun didn’t answer, he didn’t even look at his father’s face. “It’s about Jaejoong?”. Mr. Park tried to get more information. Yoochun just furrowed his eyebrows.
“Okay, okay. But I am going to know sooner or later!. I am going to call Jaejoong right now!. Jaejoong has no secrets with me!”. Mr. Park stop up and turned around to go to the upper floor, when Yoochun stopped him. He grabbed his hand and begged him to not call Jaejoong.
“So it is about him?. Tell me now!. Tell me right now!, who is slandering Jaejoong?!. Who said malicious thing about him?!”. He was boiling with anger, and he had a pretty good idea who was behind all the gossip. “Dad, I think that it might be true. Everything makes sense”. Yoochun said, sitting down again.
“Tell me who is accusing him?!”. He wave his fist in front of Yoochun’s face. “I hope that it wasn’t your mom!”. Yoochun shook his head. “Oh, then it must have been Junsu!”.
“How did you know?”. Yoochun was alarmed.
“I didn’t, but you just confirm it”. Mr. Park knew that Junsu was behind this. “I promised him not to say anything”.
“Of course, if you say something then everyone would know he is telling lies”. He couldn’t believe his son’s stupidity. “I am not going to allow anymore gossip in my house. I am going to take care of everything tomorrow!”. He stood up from the couch. He was so mad at Junsu and his lies.
“Dad, You have no idea……..”
“Look!, Don’t tell me anything!. Go to bed now!”. He yelled at his son. He didn’t want to, but the situation was just ridiculous.
“Dad, Jaejoong is not……..”. Yoochun tried again.
“Even if Jaejoong did something!, you have to help him and support him!”. He screamed, losing the last remnants of patient that he had.
“You have no idea what he did!”. Yoochun bolted from the couch, confronting his father.
“I don’t care to know what he did!. The only thing I know it’s that Jaejoong is an honest young man!”. He yelled back and went up to his room. Yoochun sat down in the couch again. Tomorrow was going to be a very important day.
***
It was really late, but Junsu needed to set up the final step of his plan. He was talking on the phone with Dr. Kwon. He knew that Dr. Kwon would meet with him tomorrow. He asked him out to lunch, telling him that he needed to tell him something very important. By tomorrow morning, Yoochun would have all the prove that he needed to finally believe him. Sooner or later, he was going to marry him and then everything was going to be his. He was going to own everything. He felt back on his bed with joy, thinking how wonderful it was going to be to finally be someone, and not just a charity case.
Junsu could not be happier. He never expected that what happened with Dongwok would be so useful. He laid in his bed, hugging his favorite pillow. Tomorrow was going to be a wonderful day.
The same night, Jaejoong was busy talking to Yesung about Yunho and the kiss. He laid on his bed, the cover on the floor. He had always been a messy sleeper. He was happy that he had finally realized that he was in love with Yunho. Although there were some things that worried him. He told Yesung that the first kiss was wonderful, but the second kiss was different. “It felt like he wanted to punish me”. He told Yesung. He didn’t understand why Yunho change so much.
Sometimes he was a warm and nice man, but then also he was mean and cold. Yesung told his best friend to be careful, after all they have just barely met. They talked for a few more minutes and then Jaejoong fell asleep, exhausted by his complicated life.
He was almost falling asleep, when he heard something outside his window. Someone was singing. He sat up, maybe he was dreaming. He left his bed and opened his window. He opened his mouth in surprise, Yunho was downstairs singing to him. Jaejoong laughed endlessly, he was so cheesy. He could barely carry a tune, but he was trying. Jaejoong sighed in happiness. He has never expected that from Yunho.
“He is so lucky, no one has ever sing to me like that”. Junsu was trying to sleep, but lover boy’s voice could be heard all around the house. He covered himself completely with the covers in annoyance.
In another room, the situation was the same. Mr. Park awoke cursing and yelling to the person that had disturbed his sleep. Mrs. Park grabbed his robe, intending to see who the person was. “Don’t go!”. It’s not like he is singing for you”. Mr. Park mocked her, his wife immediately threw a pillow at his face. “I just want to know who it is?”. But she already knew who it was. Mr. Park used the pillow, that his wife had thrown him, to cover his face, trying to get some sleep.
Jaejoong was fascinated by Yunho’s singing. He was delighted that Yunho had been so thoughtful. He could never have believed that Yunho was so spontaneous and romantic. He wished, he could go downstairs and kiss him, but his uncle would kill. Yunho finished singing and Jaejoong poked his head out of the window. He told him that he was crazy. Yunho murmured the same thing that he told him early that day. “I am crazy for you”. Jaejoong’ grin was from ear to ear. Yunho knew that it was getting late, so he left but not before telling Jaejoong that they were going out tomorrow.
***
Mr. Park and Yoochun were eating breakfast early in the morning. The house was quiet, they were the only one awake. Mr. Park was enthusiastically eating, while Yoochun barely touched his food. He was still depressed.
“Are you going to tell me everything?”. Mr. Park started on the same subject again.
“Dad, I don’t know”. Yoochun was pensive.
“What could Jaejoong possible be hiding!. Don’t tell me that he is promiscuous!”. He said mockingly the seriousness of his words. He knew that Jaejoong wasn’t like that, he had strong morale values.
“I don’t care about that, it’s another thing that has me worried”. Yoochun answered. “Jaejoong is just as beautiful in the outside as he is in the inside. I can’t imagine him doing anything morally wrong”. Mr. Park defended his nephew.
“That’s not the problem, dad. The problem is the lies”. Yoochun could barely talked. He didn’t know if to be angry or sad. He could handle Jaejoong being a player, but the other thing. He couldn’t bear to think that Jae was that cruel.
“He is not a liar!”. Mr. Park screamed. “Enough, dad!”. Yoochun lowered his head on the table.
“I am absolutely sure that Junsu lied to you!. He must have made up something to get you away from Jaejoong!”. He tried to convince his son. Yoochun looked up to his father, trying to believe him . everything would be so much better, if he just believed his dad.
“I would never forgive Junsu, if that were the case”. But deep down, he knew that Jaejoong was guilty.
They had to stop talking because Mrs. Park and Junsu came to eat breakfast too. Yoochun and his father stood up, they needed to go to work. They were almost at the door when Junsu came running to them.
“I wanted to say goodbye to you uncle”. He tried to kiss his cheek. “Sure, that’s why you are here now”. He turned his face.
“I wanted to….”. Mr. Park cut him off, leaving without waiting for Junsu to finish talking.
“Yoochun, I am worried about you. How are you feeling”. He clung to his arm.
“How do you think I feel”. He looked at him. Junsu took his chance, and gave him a piece of paper.
“I promise you more proof”. He said, he squeezed his and. “Here is the complete address and phone number. You can call him in the morning”. Yoochun took the paper, knowing what he had to do.
He met his father by the car, he asked what Junsu wanted. He told him that Junsu was just worried about him. Mr. Park didn’t believe in Junsu’s action. They entered the car and finally went to their offices at the bank.
***
They arrived at the bank an hour later. Father and son went to Mr. Park’s office. They finally would be able to talk about Jaejoong. Mr. Park told his son that he look shocked. They sat down at opposites sites of the desk.
“Dad, I feel so disappointed. I feel horrible especially if everything is true”. He sighted as he made himself more comfortable on the chair.
“You are believing everything that Junsu said, maybe he lied!”. He was getting agitated again. “I know a way to find out the true”. Yoochun whispered.
“You are being unfair!. Why don’t you ask Jaejoong first, before going looking for the true. You are condemning him before knowing anything at all!”.
“I have no right to ask him what he wants to keep a secret!.
“But you still want to know if Junsu is telling you the true!”. He slammed his fist on the desk. Yoochun shook his head in affirmation. “Why?”. His father asked, hurt by Yoochun’s distrust in Jaejoong.
“I want to help him!. I want him to know that he can always count on me!”. Yoochun was not making any sense. One moment he wanted to find out the true, so that he could spit it on Jaejoong’s face, but then he also wanted to protect him….because deep down, he loved him.
“What if everything is true?, would you still want to marry him?”. Mr. Park asked.
“I don’t know”. Yoochun admitted.
“Yoochun, I respect your actions, but what if you lose him because of a lie”. He spoke softly to his son. “Remember, that all the proof that you have comes from the one that is accusing him”.
“Dad, I just want to know if I wasn’t able to see the real Jaejoong. It doesn’t matter the outcome. I will always love him”. Yoochun looked so pitiful in his father’s eyes.
“Yoochun, I am no fool. I can guess what Junsu is accusing him of. And I can tell you that I don’t believe it!. Tell me!, they told you that he sleeps around!”. He shouted. “Please, that’s not true. He has morals. I raised him!”.
“What morals are you talking about”. Yoochun snapped.
“I know that Jaejoong sometime behaves a bit careless, but he is not like that”. He explained.
“So you are telling me that it is impossible”.
“Yes, and I think that you are offending him by going through with this”.
“ I didn’t want to believe him, but when were in the ranch. I saw him kissing Yunho”. He said with a faint voice. Mr. Park laughed, believing that his son was jealous. “Look, why don’t you just go and give Yunho a beating. That bastard deserves one. Don’t judge Jaejoong without talking to him first”.
“Dad, this is really complicated. If what Junsu said is true, it makes everything worse. It doesn’t matter that Jaejoong had a lover. But Dad, Jaejoong’s lover was Choi Dongwook”. He tried to explain. “ Remember what Yunho told us. He died because of a bad and greedy person”. Mr. Park grabbed his head in pain. “That’s not true Yoochun. I just can’t believe that Yunho would fall in love with the same person that his brother loved. Please, it doesn’t make any sense”. They kept looking at each other, looking to solve the puzzle that Junsu’s confession had created.
***
Yesung and Jaejoong were talking in his room. Jaejoong was talking endlessly about Yunho and how he had kissed him. He told Yesung the whole ordeal.
“He is really weird?. He kissed you forcibly and then he comes here to sing to you?”. Yesung had some reservations about Jung Yunho.
“He is really impulsive”. Jaejoong thought. “But did you like the second kiss?”. Yesung asked. Jaejoong said that he did, but it was so rough. At the end he also hurt him with that kiss.
“Be careful with him. Maybe he is a little bit crazy”.
“I don’t know. He scares me, but I am so attracted to him”. Yesung was the only person that really understood Jaejoong and his complicated mind. They were still arguing when the maid came in with a big bouquet of red roses. Jaejoong jumped from the bed, admiring the roses closely. He grabbed the card, before Yesung could. He told him to read it already. They both were excited. Jae started to read:
“Jaejoong. I want you to forgive me for what I did yesterday. Please forgive, I can’t stop thinking about you. I deserve your hate after what I did, but I really love you. I hope you accept my invitation to go out. If you do, call me”.
“Maybe you should forgive him?”. Yeasung suggested. “What are you going to do?”
Jaejoong looked at the beautiful roses and then at the card. He really didn’t know if to accept or not.
***
Junsu arrived on time at the restaurant. Dr. Kwon was already there, waiting for him. Junsu sat down, smiling at the doctor. The old man had to help him. He gave him his best smile while caressing his hand. “I wanted to see you because I wanted to share my happiness with you”. He said sweetly.
“I am glad for you and for me”. He chuckled. “I never thought that I would go against my beliefs and ethics”. He added.
“I think about that everyday. The guilt is always present, and I am glad that you help me like a father would. Because of you I am who I am now”. Junsu said, tearing up a little bit.
“Don’t be so hard on yourself”. He said with fondness, while patting Junsu on the shoulder.
“I am in love”. He shouted a little bit. Dr. Kwon smiled. “I am so glad, and who is this person”.
“He belongs to the family that adopted me. I think you know him, Park Yoochun. He is incredible. But there is something else. You know, I can disappoint them, you understand what I mean”. Junsu turned serious.
“I advise you to not hide the true. If he loves you he is going to understand. If you form a family with him, you have to be honest. You can’t form a relationship base on lies”. He advised Junsu.
“That’s why I wanted to see you. I want you to tell him everything”. He gave him a sad look. Dr. Kwon was surprise at Junsu’s request. “Why don’t you tell him first”.
“Yes, I will but I think he would want to talk to you first”.
“Why would he?”.
“I don’t know, maybe he will. Please, doctor I want you to tell him the true”. Junsu pleaded.
At that moment, Yunho arrived at the restaurant. He sat at the opposite side of the table where Junsu and the doctor were sitting. He was waiting for Jaejoong.
A few minutes later, Jaejoong arrived.
Junsu saw him and he lost his breath, his hand started to shake. What was he going to do now?.
“Jaejoong, are you alright?”. Dr. Kwon asked.
Junsu didn’t even hear him. If Jaejoong came to the table, Dr. Kwon was going to know that his name wasn’t Jaejoong. When he went to his office for help, he gave Jaejoong’s name instead of his. All the medical records were in Jaejoong’s name.
Jaejoong sat down, kissing Yunho on the cheek, they were going to order when Jaejoong saw Junsu.
He excused himself for a moment and went to Junsu’s table. He introduced himself as Kim Jaejoong. Dr. Kwon squinted his eyes, not believing hat he was hearing. It couldn’t be?.
“Excuse me?, what was your name again?”. Dr. Kwon asked, looking at Junsu. The other didn’t dare to look at the doctor’s face. “My name is Kim Jaejoong”. Jae answered again, amused by the doctor’s odd behavior. He giggled a little bit.
“Are you two related?”. Dr. Kwon’s face was somber now. Jaejoong said that they were cousins.
“So you two have the same name?”. He dared to asked, knowing already that he had been fooled.
“No, no!. My name is Jaejoong and his is Junsu!”. He giggled again.
Dr. Kwon understood everything now.
Junsu changed his façade, he didn’t have to pretend to be so fucking happy all the time. It was sickening. He didn’t know how Jaejoong did it.
Dr. Kwon introduced himself to Jaejoong. He nicely smiled and then told Junsu that he was having lunch with Yunho. He hugged his cousin and left.
The moment Jaejoong left, Dr. Kwon threw the napkin on the table in outrage. His face was red with anger and indignation.
“I-I just wanted to protect myself”. Junsu whimpered, trying to convince the doctor.
“So that’s why I had to talk to your so-called boyfriend. You wanted to set him up by using ME?!”. He raised his voice, but trying to control his temper. After all, they were in a public place.
“Look at him. He is cheating on Yoochun. He doesn’t deserve him”. Junsu sobbed.
“What you are doing is so low and despicable”. He stood up from the table. “ I hope Park Yoochun comes to see me. I’ll gladly tell him who you really are”. He took some money out of his wallet and threw it on the table. “I am so stupid. I truly pity you and I pity myself”. He gave Junsu a last loathsome look and then dashed out of the restaurant.
Junsu crossed his arms in front of his chest, he was in deep trouble now. He knew that Yoochun was going to see the doctor today.
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This chapter was okay, I think. But the next one is going to be so much better. Will Yoochun talk to the doctor?. Will everyone finally realize who Junsu really is?. Changmin is going to be in the next chapter. The next chapter will be full of surprises^^.
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