Please Forgive me - Chapter 5

[anim22]

 
Title: Please, forgive me
Length: 5/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg (Pg - R)
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg

Pairing: Jae/Yunho,Jae/Shiwon
Summary: Jaejoong had the perfect life,  and one day everything was destroyed.

A/N: I hope everyone still remember this story^^.

Jaejoong admired for a moment the beauty of the night, walking on the hardwood floor in the middle of the garden. A breathtaking setting for the most memorable event of his life.

The guest looked in amazement every move he made. He looked how everyone had their eyes on him……waiting. He had the microphone on his hands, he wanted everyone to hear every word that he was about to say. His heart was beating so hard. He looked around once again, it was like everything was spinning around him.

“Ladies and gentleman, welcome to this unforgettable wedding”. Jaejoong spoke in a soft sarcastic voice. Immediately everyone clapped in confusion looking around not knowing what was going on. Yunho felt a chill all around his body, he knew something was up. He looked at Changmin but he avoided his eyes.

For a moment Yunho feared that Jaejoong had found out his little secret, but he comforted himself, there was no way in hell that he would know of it. It was impossible. He took care of everything.

“Thank you so much for coming, but there is a little misconception about this wedding, You see”, he pointed to Yunho. “ I am not the one that’s getting married”. He laughed and raised his glass. At that moment, Jaejoong’s nanny brought the girl to the stage. The girl walked slowly, his head hanged low not daring to look at anyone, inside she couldn’t contain his laugh.

Yunho eyes grew wide with worry. His  worst fear had come true. There besides Jaejoong was the only thing that could break them apart forever. He felt like something really heavy had been dropped on him.  He turned his gazed on his cousin. Changmin was sobbing quietly in his seat. Yunho just took a deep breath waiting to see how he could get out of this situation.

“Everybody, this is Jeon Hye bin. And as you can see she is pregnant”. He paused and smiled again. He hated to see his parent’s faces, but he had to do this.

Yunho looked at the girl and her bulging stomach. He started to breath hard, his eyes wide in surprise. He felt his mouth dry. He shook his head, “Oh no, this wasn’t possible”.

“Could you please tell everyone here, the name of the father’s baby?”. He asked her, placing the microphone near her lips.

She meekly raised his head and told eveyone that the father of her child was non other that Jung Yunho.

Jaejoong was rooted to the floor, observing what he had caused.  After that everything was in slow motion in Jaejoong’s eyes.

He saw his father stood up from his seat towads Yunho, with his fist raised. His mother grabbed his father before he could get to Yunho. Mr Jung stood in front of his son, trying to prevent any harm done to him. Everyone was yelling. His father pushed Mr. Jung aside and grabbed Yunho, shaking him violently. He wanted answers and he wanted them right now.  Mr. Jung was trying to get his friend's hands away from his son. Finally, both patriarchs faced each other in an heated discussion. After Mr. Kim let go of him, Yunho crashed down into his seat. Expensive silverware and plates were shattered all around the table. Poor Mrs. Jung was crying besides his husband. Jaejoong fixed his eyes only on Yunho. Yunho looked at Jaejoong with sadness, but Jaejoong just smile away his pain. This was the last time that he was going to see his face, he wanted to remember every detailed, so that he could never forgive the bastard.

Yunho tried to get to Jaejoong, but a firm hand on his shoulder prevented him from any movement. He turned around to see the enraged face of his father.

“Sit down and don’t move!”. Mr. Jung yelled at his son.

The whole place went bersek after that, some people were leaving others were gossiping about the situation. Jaejoong didn’t even know when the band and the waiters had left the party. Tomorrow, the society papers were going to have the time of their lives wrting about this.

Mrs. Jung stood aside crying with Changmin in his arms. Mrs. Kim was nowhere to be found. Mr. Jung and Mr. Kim were engaged in  battle of words, their faces red from all the anger. From time to time, Mr. Jung had to stop his friend from getting near Yunho again.

Yunho finally approached Jaejoong. He felt like he was so far away from his reach. He wanted to hide under a rock. What the hell did he do?. When they were face to face, Jaejoong raised his hand and caressed Yunho’s cheek. Yunho stood there in a dazed, looking at his beautiful face, those eyes that he adored to look at and lose himself in them. Maybe everything was a dream?. But the hard slap that he felt on his cheek, shook him out of his dream-state. In Jaejoong’s eye was only hate.

“I hate everything about you..” Jaejoong spat in Yunho’s face.

He got a little bit closer to Yunho to whisper his final words. He love the warmth and scent that emitted from Yunho’s body but at the moment he felt disguested by it.

“You will never see me again, my dear Yunho….and I know you hate that I won’t give you a chance to fool me in belieivng your lies again”.

He took the ring out of his finger and threw it at Yunho’s face. The three small rings came apart falling to the floor, signaling that everything was over between them. Yunho tried to grabbed Jaejoong’s arm so he couldn’t leave, but there was someone attached to his arm. He looked to his side to see Hyebin crying her eyes out. He tore his arm from her embrace and ran behind Jaejoong, The only person that he cared at the moment.

She cursed, but she knew that she was going to make Yunho pay for his action later. She rubbed her stomach. She had won at the end.

Jaejoong didn’t look back. He didn’t cry, he didn’t regret anything. What was done was done. Inside his house, his mother was waiting for him.

“Here take this keys, go to my villa in the country. Yunho will never found you there”. Jaejoong’s mom was crying, she knew that his son was suffering  and there was nothing that she could do to alleviate that pain. Jae just hugged her. He wanted to console her so much but he had to leave, at any moment Yunho was going to come bursting into the house.

He took the key and ran to his car.

Yunho came into the house demanding to know where Jaejoong was.

“Please Mrs. Kim tell me where Jaejoong is. I can explain everything”. Yunho begged.

Mrs. Kim composed herself and pointed to the main door at the house, which was wide open. Yunho sprinted out of the house, running towards Jaejoong’s car. He had to stop him from leaving, he just needed to talk to him. He needed to reason with him and then everything will be okay.

Jaejoong started the engine and put it in drive. Not a moment later Yunho appeared at the side of the car, trying to open the door. He pounded on the glass windown, begging Jaejoong to hear him out. Jaejoong didn’t hear anything not that he wanted to. He didn’t even give Yunho a glance. Yunho’s was screaming. He accelerated, leaving Yunho behind covered in dust.

It was a beautiful night. Jaejoong could see all the stars shining in the skyline, not a cloud in sight. Indeed, it was the perfect day for a wedding. The drive to the countryside was somber and he felt so alone. He was the only one on the road. Maybe this is just what he needed. His phone rang all the way to the villa, but Jaejoong was lost in his throughts. Right now, the road was the only thing that caught his attention.

He arrived to her mother’s villa three hours later. It was a long drive. He entered the house, choosing to stand at the entrance after closing the door. He leaned on the door, million of images flash in his head, his family his friends…Yunho. He had so much anger, the pain was gone…gone with the feelings that he had for Yunho. Was he so blind?. Then his phone started to ring. He took it out of his pocket and saw that it was Yunho.

“I don’t understand what you want from me”. He thought outloud. He threw the phone at the wall, smashing it to pieces. Finally again the room was quiet just the way he wanted it. He was trembling from all the rage in his heart. He felt like he was losing his sanity. The humiliation that Yunho had endured was in no comparison to what he had done to him. The betrayal, the pain….the hate, he took anything that was at his reach, sending things flying in the room. He went to to one of the bedroom,  finding some old clothes in the closet. He wanted to changed. He tore his suit away from his body and stuffed it in a garbage bag. He didn’t want anything that would remind him of that day. Just the image of Yunho laughing at his naiveness, made him even more angry. He had so many question. Was he a coward for running away?. Was he doing the right thing?.

He sat down on the only couch in the living room, trying to calm himself down  He looked around at the damage that he had done. He wasn’t like this. He was a gentle person. He always had a good demeanor no matter the situation. But now, he felt torn inside…he felt broken and unstable. He was getting a headache, he made himself comfortable in the couch, covering his eyes with one of his arms. He felt so lost, he jut needed space and he knew that was the only thing that Yunho wouldn’t give him.

It was late and he was tired. He slept right there in the ruin living room. The next morning he felt a little bit better. He was surrounded by nature and fresh air. He was thankful to be  in a place where no one would remind him of the person that he was trying to forget.

He went to kitchen, and after preparing himself a strong cup of coffee, he called his mother. He told her that he was okay, then he heard his father, trying to take the phone from his mother, asking where he was. Since the villa was in her mother’s maiden name, no even his father knew of the existance of the property. Jaejoong knew because he asked his mother that he wanted to go away with Yunho for a coupple of days after the wedding since they couldn’t have a honeymoon due to the college entrance exams. “How stupid I was”, he thought. He knew that Yunho would’ve never told him the truth about her. He was going to get married to a deceiver that only care about what he wanted.

He didn’t want to talk to anybody besides his mother. The next couple of weeks were the worst, he just laid in bed for days, just standing up to eat or to call his mother. He had no energy. He felt so depressed.

A few days back, her mother had informed him that his father and Mr. Jung had come to terms about the situation, and now they wanted Jaejoong to come back so they could fix everything. Yunho was desperately looking for him. Of course no one knew where he was. He smiled to himself, he knew that Yunho must be going crazy not knowing where he was and with whom. He was such a fool to believe that Yunho would wait for him. He would never let anybody control him that way, not even his father. He was going to stop being the docile  little boy that always says yes.

It had been over a month in hiding and he was getting tired of being in that desolate place. Sometimes, he went to the small town nearby to buy groceries. He was preparing something to eat, tired of eating instant noddles everyday. A knock in the door, distracted him from his meal. He ran tot the door, fearful of who could be on the other side of the door.

He opened the door , only to received a package. He thanked the messanger and sitting in the living room he started to opened it. Surely it was from his mother, she was the only one that knew of his whereabouts. He knew that if his father found out about it he would tell his friend. His father never knew how to keep a secret.

He found inside, a letter from his mother and a newspaper’s article. He took it out, there in the social section, was a pictue of Yunho and Hye bin celebrating their marriage. The smile on Yunho’s face was sickening. He tore the paper apart, crying his eyes out. Maybe if the paper was gone, he could pretend that Yunho wasn’t married.

Not only Yunho betrayed him, but just after a measly  month he replaced him. It hurt, it really hurt. He wanted to scream and he did. He screamed as hard as he could, trying to erase the image already stuck in his memory. Million of images flooded his mind, from the moment they met to how they became a couple. He bit his hand, trying to stop the memories. They hurt too much. Tears rolled down his face. He knew that he didn’t want Yunho back, but now he knew that he didn’t mean anythign to Yunho. Was he playing with him all along?. But them, why would Yunho still look for him. It didn’t make any sense. Then he realized that Yunho was a sore loser and was accustomed to get what he wanted. And in this case, what he wants, is him. He rubbed the tears from his face. He wasn’t going to cry for Jung Yunho anymore.

He wanted to have Yunho in front of him so he could tell him how much he hates him, how he despises him. Maybe after this, Yunho would leave him alone so he could start to rebuilf his life. He took his mother’s letter and read it. Then the phone rang, he answered it only to hear the panicky voice of his mother.

“Darling, you have to get out of there!”.

“What’s going on?”. He asked, his voice lace with worry.

“I don’t know how Yunho found out, but he is going to the villa right now as we speak”.

“What”. Jaejoong couldn’t believed that Yunho already married was still looking for him. God, he expected more from him. “But, wait a minute”, he thought. He shouldn’t be running away from him. He wasn’t scared of Yunho, maybe if they face each other he could finally get rid of the bastard. But he really didn’t want to see Yunho. He wasn’t going to give him the pleasure of seeing him destroyed because of him. No, if they would meet again, it would be in his terms. Right at the moment. He just wanted him to back off from his messed up life.

“Why can’t he just leave me alone!”. He yelled out in frustration.

“Mother, I am going to the house right now. I want you to prepare some things for me. I have decided just what to do”. He hunged up. According with his mother Yunho left an hour ago. He had two hours to get out of there. He grabbed the keys and proceded to leave when it occurred to him that Yunho was already on the only road that connected the small town  to the city. Yunho knew his car very well. This was not good. What was he going to do?. He needed another car fast. He called a cab service from the small town. It would take about fifteeen minutes for the driver to get there. He paced around in the living room, there was only an hour more or less for Yunho to arrive. He felt anxious, waiting for the damn cab.

As soon as the cab arrived, he told the driver to get out of there fast. Half an hour into the ride, he could see Yunho coming at full speed like a maniac. Jaejoong ducked down, so that Yunho wouldn’t see him in the back seat. “Crazy asshole”, the driver muttered. The cab was enguled in a cloud of dust left by Yunho. Jaejoong breathed a sight of relief. Now, he just had to go home.

Yunho arrived at the villa, he saw Jaejoong’s car still parked at the entrance. He smiled, he made it on time. He entered the house calling out to him, but there was no asnwer. No, impossible he had to be there, his car was there. He looked every where in the house, finding the newspaper article tore apart on the floor. He bent down, taking a piece of the paper bewteen his fingers, it was the article about his wedding. If Jaejoong didn’t want to talk to him before, now Jaejooing probably wanted to kill him. He prayed to God that he could talk to Jaejoong just once and explain everything. He loved Jaejoong so much, he couldn’t live without him. Then he remembered seeing a cab in the route to the house. “Jaejoong must have been there”. He thought. He drived as fast as he could, this time Jaejoong wasn’t going to escape from him.

tbc.

I am sorry it took me this long to post but I had finals. I think that from now on, I'll update sooner. I think pretty much everyone knew what was going to happen^^.  Although, everyone thought that Seulgi was the girl.  I can wait for Siwon to appear. Once he enter Jae's life, there is going to be a lot of confrontation between him and Yunho. Don't forget to comment^^.