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angryyoungnpoor

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Jan 05, 2006 23:31

I've really been thinking of life, and what it is really worth. I wonder why i wake up some days, i wonder why i put the happy mask over my face, and pretend to be your friend. i used to have things or individuals to fall back on, but that part in my life is gone. you see me walking in the halls, or talking in school, but tonight i came to ( Read more... )

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___554 January 6 2006, 13:37:22 UTC

kyle we are all humans. we all fuck people over all the time, and most the we don't even mean to. it makes me sad to see you sad, you really are the most caring person i know. you will always have me as a friend, you can call me anytime if you need to talk- seriously. well i hope you feel better about yourself and life. i hope you realize that you do have friends and people who care and love you. i hope you realize not knowing yourself is part of growing up. it will be ok. love you boy, carie.

angryyoungnpoor January 15 2006, 21:36:01 UTC

that entry is all from a sudden response to an overload of frustration and hopeless-ness i felt a few nights ago, and i just feel like i don't have anyone anymore because all of my friends i spent every day with for the past 3 years, have just disappeared. i have a void in my life, and i cannot seem to fix it

___554 January 16 2006, 19:54:37 UTC

oh trust me boy, we are in the same boat. still i am here for you. even thought we never actually say we are going to hang out when we do. and we never exactly call eachother when we say we will. we still know we care about eachother. I'd hope you know that anyways. even though we don't talk as much as we used to, i know you, which makes you one of my best friends. ♥
P.S. guess who has a gf. you WOULD hear my rants and bitches about it tomarrow, alas we have no class together anymore : [. which means we have to make sure we hang out more often, wich would be better then having a class together anyways! but seriously. yeah.

haha ♥♥

locowithme January 7 2006, 01:29:50 UTC

Kyle.
I dont know what to tell you buddy.
I'm not going to pretend that I do.
I love you.
I care about you.
You're my friend,
You were my best friend at one time,
and guess what,
even though we drifted apart a lot,
I'm holding on ok?
dang, give me a call or something.

*hug* neckisez86 January 17 2006, 20:41:19 UTC

this may mean nothing to you at all....
but i know, how it is.