I can't destroy what isn't there

May 24, 2010 22:07


Title I can't destroy what isn't there
Summary  "I don't deserve you." Randy whispers. And for the first time in his life he feels his heart aching. He feels his heart breaking.
Disclaimers Not mine, not at all.
Rating T,  for bad language
Dedication killaqueen to inspire you ;D

Author's note This is a songfic with "Snuff" from Slipknot. If you don't like ( Read more... )

centon, fanfic

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Comments 16

killaqueen May 24 2010, 20:37:18 UTC
Oh well, wow. Just wow. That was sad and angry and heartbreaking and then just beautiful.

They are so perfect together <3

I actually used to really love SlipKnot but have never heard this song and it was the perfect fit for the fic, it complemented it so well.

It was going for weeks now. It. An affair. The affair. The only affair Randy Keith Orton ever had.

Exactly how I imagine it would be, they would break all the rules for each other.

Randy is heat, Randy Orton is a vulcan, a fire.

Oh, love, love, love this line.

...when you tell him to turn down the volume he makes it even louder, singing along with the song, jumping out of his seat and dancing obscene moves.

Haha, you write John like this so well that I can see him doing it!

He lies down and presses his head against Randys chest again. "But I don't care. You're sick as fuck, but damn, I can't live without you."

Oh, swoon.

Perfect, perfect!

And consider me inspired. I'm on a course at work all week or I would start writing now but Friday definitely!

<3

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angrbooa May 25 2010, 21:13:10 UTC
Love your comments :3

That was sad and angry and heartbreaking and then just beautiful.
That's what I wanted.

I actually used to really love SlipKnot but have never heard this song
I think it's kinda new-ish. Btw, RIP Paul Gray.

and it was the perfect fit for the fic, it complemented it so well.
I heard it and fell in love with it. And when I listened to the lyrics more closely... all this "I don't deserve you" and "So if you love me let me go" Ugh, I so know that and I do know how Randy could feel and that made the fic wrote kinda itself.

Haha, you write John like this so well that I can see him doing it!
That's cause he IS like that XDD

Perfect, perfect!
Wow, thank you. <3

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nootherplace May 24 2010, 20:43:31 UTC
Wow! You don't even know me but it seems like you know exactly how in love with angst and conflict I am. This is heartbreakingly beautiful.

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angrbooa May 25 2010, 21:16:52 UTC
You don't even know me, but ... I don't like angst and conflict at all XD Why am I writing this? I don't know. Haha. At least it has a happy end. It would've killed me if it hasn't.

Ah, but they're both (especially Randy) so perfect for angst and conflict and drama and all that. They're really like fire and ice. You can't write Centon without angst, conflict and drama, I guess. It's just natural.

And thank you!

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nomprenom May 24 2010, 21:19:43 UTC
Oh great, I now like Slipknot *adds song to Centon playlist*

My heart broke, too. But then it patched up with John and all his fighting for true love and snuggling <3

I love it.
*becomes a fan/likes* facebook reference, got it? :P

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angrbooa May 25 2010, 21:18:35 UTC
Slipknot is great. They have a lot of calm and really good songs (the hard ones are good too :D).

My heart broke too D: *puts our broken hearts together*
Without happy end it would've killed me. When I re-read it, it makes me sad. I'VE WRITTEN IT xD

I'm not on facebook D: AAAH I'm so uncool. Aaahrg.

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nomprenom May 25 2010, 22:40:40 UTC
Hard ones hold my heart (Pantera, Maiden, even Slayer, sometimes), but I never listened closely to anything from Slipknot, so you got me into the Slipknot-ness. *likes saying Slipknot*

Also, I gotta congratulate you, I really like your writing <3 You--> Keep inspiring people in the future. It does for me, too, only I don't have any talent to put all my inspiration into (Yeah, I kinda suck in creativity-involving things ): )

Meh, I'm uncool in a lot of things, I got to the conclusion that being uncool is cool, in the end. -three cheers for cool uncoolness- *also likes saying cool*

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angrbooa May 26 2010, 06:16:40 UTC
The metal fans think they're too commerce and the normal guys think they're so hardcore. In fact they're a very, very underrated band. More people should give them a try. They have brilliant songs.

Oh thanks.
And I don't believe you. You just got to try and let your creativitity flow. It's not so much the result that counts but process. And I'm pretty sure your results do not suck either ;D

Cheers!

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annemarie_blfan May 25 2010, 13:25:59 UTC
That was beautiful!
Randy alone in the room and John-John banging against the door...
And the end...*smile*...I just love it!
My fav part was when Randy described why they are friends!
*cuddle*

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angrbooa May 25 2010, 21:19:23 UTC
Thank you.

Yeah, that's my favourite parts too :3 Loved to write them and I think they turned out quite good.

*recuddles* Thank you, honey.

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bugz_aroc May 25 2010, 20:35:08 UTC
Perfect. Your conflicted Randy sounded just perfect!! Wonderful fic!

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angrbooa May 25 2010, 21:19:59 UTC
Perfect? Wow, thank you!
I kinda knew how he was feeling, so it was easy to write him :)

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