well well well... lets see... so evan... yea i don't even know if the fucking asshole is alive cause he won't answer his phone to tell me. the piece... and there are times that i am so happy that he doesn't cause well i won't know what to do if he does. i also find it impossible to smile... how do you smile when all you see around you is frowns. i ( Read more... )

some people say that they drink to have fun when most of them are drinking to get rid of their problems. i know that that is me and i hate it more than anything really i do. it just that every time i pick up a bottle i'm hoping to find the answer at the bottom. someone please tell me what to do because i can't go on like this. i am officially an ( Read more... )

I'm drunk and I love it... does anyone care to join me??? it just seems like the easiest way to get away these days... please don't lecture cause i can promise i've heard what you had to say before...

on the upside... my birfday is in 25 days...

Someone tell me what is going on in my life because I am dying to know. I love how everyone in the world knows what I want yet I don't. What the fuck is the deal. Me and Evan are no longer together... the piece of shit. And the one guy I care about not want to be with, but care about doesn't care about anyone, but himself ( Read more... )

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i'm dying....

i'm sick and i can't breath and my chest hurts....

save me...

so my sisters went to the farewell dance yesterday... they looked... so... so... well girley... haha ( Read more... )

So i hung out with my two beh fre's Sunday... STEVIE and JON...

Who is so fricken excited????

OH that's right.... ME!!!!

we had the worst fight this morning... i mean the worst... i was on the verge of just giving up...

yet making up made me numb...

what can i say... i can't leave him... i love him more than life itself...

<3 04-11-05