I have been so busy, because I am leaving in week to go to Nebraska. Sounds cool right.... not really because I am taking a bus!!!! with my niece my mom and my sister. right now being in a inclosed area for a couple of days with my sister is not a good idea right now. but oh well. but wish me well I guess.

so I went 4 wheeling yesterday and it was a blast except for the fact that we almost rolled the truck and that was fun........really not. So now I am sore from it but oh well. The rest of the trip was a blast. I love it....... YEAH for 4 Wheeling.....

Hey so I realized taht I am a little bitchy since I have been on this birthcontrol. So if I am bitchy I am so sorry
Well I am so bored so good bye

i am sorry I dont keep in touch with anyone and I know that the fact that I am not close with anyone anymore is because I am afraid to hurt anyone. and Its my fault we are not friends and I am very sorry for hurting everyone. I am trying to change so I can be the best friend I can be. so if you want to be friends with me please be patient. thanks ( Read more... )

so how weird is this I am talking to the women that tried to take my dad away. I feel weird about but I want to be nice I dont want to be mean. oh well in other news......... I feel like crap and I dont know why......

So when does life get easier? you know I wish I knew what healthy was.....well atleast I am not in the hostpital anymore. thats a good thought
well got to go

So I had a great time last night except I woke up and I have bruises and welts all over my ass and I wish I could say that I enjoyed getting them.....nope Someone thought it would be funny to smack my ass over and over and over again while we were walking back to the bar to get our vehicles. but its ok it was kindof weird explaining what happened ( Read more... )

I am happy but I want to go on vacation on a trip somewhere but that is ok. I start work tomorrow yeah....

I have been feeling great. I think everyone has been feeling kindof grumpy latley and I think us girls should just go out and do something fun. with no money of course because we are broke. I think we need to just run away for alittle bit. couple of hours it would be great.