musical feelings

[angelite3]

everything seems to be getting better, more at ease, more calm and open... <3

for a while there, i really believed somewhere inside of me that sam and i weren't going to make it in life together. i felt like i was falling out of love with him, and that feeling was breaking my heart. i want to love him, i want him to be my soul mate and my best

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I'm Glad

[balletdog]

Angelite, I'm glad you're letting yourself travel within with your emotions. That way, you move, and get resolution, move, resolve, move, resolve... I know it takes courage to allow one's emotions when they are emotions you "don't want" to have. But I see you ~clearly~ having the courage to allow even these not-wanted emotions to have their moment and their run. And, then they eventually fade into the next set of emotions, and so on. I'm glad you're allowing yourself to account for ALL your desires at the same time: love Sam, some time to yourself, be young at this time... I just think you're doing so great at handling yourself, starting with becoming pregnant last fall, and all you've been through since then. You haven't "fallen apart." You, and your love of all, keep you moving along. You don't seem to get stuck (so many people would). I'm really happy for you, Angelite.

Rick

Re: I'm Glad

[angelite3]

you are so sweet! thank you for everything you say to me.. your words are encouraging and eye opening :) lots of love to you!

Re:I'm Glad

[balletdog]

Angelite, lots of love to you too...I just think you're incredibly BRAVE to recognize that some of the processes of life could scare the "willies" out of someone - but you, although maybe at time feel the willies scared out of you - you still basically accept WHAT life is, in all it forms. You may not see how amazingly BROAD your wisdom of life is...the way you understand LOVE, understand emotions, understand "process" in life...You're just an amazing soul, and in someone so "young." (Usually, if a person even gains some of the wisdom you have, it's much later in life.) It's a true delight and a true honor to be your friend...and I'm glad my words support you.

Yes, lots of love to you too,

Rick

Re: I'm Glad

[angelite3]

<3 <3 <3