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angelically_urs

restless

Jun 30, 2009 20:27

There is so much going through my head right now, it seems as if its going to explode. I'm overcome with a feeling restlessness, and a sense of uncertainty. I just want things to be done already. I've spent most of my life playing 'hurry up and wait', and I'm over it. I want to fast forward, and have a place, and be married, and starting a 'new ( Read more... )

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angelically_urs July 1 2009, 23:25:43 UTC

I know. But he REALLY wants a wedding, and so does my family. And the a huge part of me does too. I know alot of people who have done the JoP or eloped and they regret not having an actual cermemony, with family and friends around. As far as going into debt over it, thats not an issue. My sis is going to help alot, and we aren't going to have to by much (well compared to bigger weddings): My dress, the food (which wont be horribly expensive) tent and chair rental, his suit rental (although kelly may have one that will work) arch rental, flowers for it, an aisle runner (which I may just rent) My uncle agreed to do the ceremony, my sis's friend will do hair and make up. We're going to get the 'do it yourself' invitation kit, which is like $20.00. It'll all come together. Its just stressful, and not just the wedding stuff. Thats probably the least source of my stress.