i am so happy with everything right now ( Read more... )

 2/11/05

father figgure

i witnessed the decrease of normality in my father
the one who was so dead set on being normal
on looking normal
on acting normal.
and here he was now, a slightly deranged chain smoker,
trapped inside this house.
little did the outside world know that he was far from normal
maybe it killed him to realise he was no longer normal
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i miss the good old days ( Read more... )

i hate straightening my hair.
i hate having curly hair
*pouts*

i hate not being able to please the people who mean the most to me ( Read more... )

Its amazing how even when everything seems so fucked up, so messed up, that he never ceases to make everything all right and better again.

october
next week, i would of finished my first year of uni plus exam block.
4 months off.
yes. i stand still and look back at the past few months. 
this.year.went.so.fast
cant get my head around that in a matter of months, i am moving out of here.
i wanted to write something special...but i cant seem to form the words together.
instead, i will write ( Read more... )

its 1 day off being the 8th month of this year.
its been almost 10 months since i left highschool.
the irony of my life never ceases to amaze me.
where i stand now is nothing as i imagined i would be.
the people currently in my life are the people who i never thought would play the biggest part of my happiness.
the people who left my life are honestly ( Read more... )

twist of fate ( Read more... )