Im sorry... I know I said a lot of shit that to you tonight that I shouldn't have... I do support you and I always will.. I just hate seeing the way he treats you... I hate standing in the backround knowing I'll never be as close to you as he is.. knowing that sometimes I just piss you off.. knowing that sometimes I just piss myself off. I know i ( Read more... )

*takes deep breath* Well... God I don't know where to start. On Thursday night.. The guy I've wanted to hook up with for a very long time (casey) Tried to kill himself.. I just thank god everytime I think about it that I just remember that even though he was home all alone. he realized what he had done and called 9-1-1 and thats what saved his life ( Read more... )

Well.. Here I sit... on the phone again... and ackward silence is on the other end... That song fits so perfectly right now. Im on the phone with Hunchy and he's talking to everyone around him but not me... whats up with that ya know? oh wells. I saw Casey on monday... That boy confuses me.. I mean one sec. he seems all into me. and the next.. ( Read more... )

my method of suicide: overdose.

how would you commit suicide?

I stole aka "borrowed" this from mavybobavy

Mmmkay....imagine you're on a deserted island. You have a walkman, headphones, and one long mix tape capable of holding thirty songs on it, regardless of length. What songs would you want to be on it?

Post your Anwsers In my Comment thingie! I wanna see!!!!!

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Ok so I love this song too! Hehehe.. enjoy the lyrics :D
( Trapt-Headstrong )

Well as I sit here in Casey's shirt.. I think.. hmm... it smells like him :D Yea you heard me correct for those of you who don't know.. I am now in possesion of his shirt. hehe. Oh wells. Ill be giving it back to him this weekend prolly tomorrow. Although it would ammuse me to no end to wear it to easter dinner only cuz it says "*&@# my family Im ( Read more... )

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Well.. Ive decided Im not gonna take the job at Cedar Point (which i did in fact get) oh wells. Its just too far away. That and they want me moved in b4 the 27th. fuck that! then I will miss both mine and hunchys birthday. I really don't wanna do that. Things with chris are not working out at all.. In fact as soon as I'm done typing this Im sendin ( Read more... )

( Quizzes..... )