So I decided I'd put up a post since my last two were extremely angry ( Read more... )

I fucking love how you do coke ( Read more... )

I hate getting my hopes up... Because I always get let down.

And I hate trusting people... because they're never worthy.

And even more... I hate crying, and I hate how the smallest thing makes my whole fucking world come crashing down. I hate myself. And I hate you for hurting me.

Uggh. This giving up alcohol for a while thing sucks, because I really just wanna go to a party and get shit-faced, but I can't. Oh well.
Got new sleeping pills... they're supposed to be strong. So we shall see.
My hair is getting longg... almost in my eyes.
Other than that, life is life.

I should really get to sleep soon, since i have class in the morning and I took my meds... which means it's gonna be hard for me to wake up as it is. Ugh. I'm sick of life. Really sick of it, and after my breakdown this weekend I'm just hoping shit will get better for me. It's not fair that the worlds waste has seem to all come to play in my life. ( Read more... )

I had this really long post.
And then I deleted it.
And decided to leave this instead.
Silence implies a lot actually.

School tomorrow. Woo hoo. Shakespeare from 12:30-3:15 or something like that, and I have a 3 page paper due on Othello. It's an analytical paper so it shouldn't be too bad. Atleast I don't have to summarize the story or anything so if I missed a few key parts, who cares right? Oh, except that there is a quiz as well.
This class will be the death of

Where has the time gone?
I feel like it's flying by...
And I can't seem to grab it.

I'm almost 100% positive my mother just bought a new car, which is cool. With how much she works and what she went through to get her life at this point she deserves to buy something for herself. Especially since she gave me and my sisters an AMAZING christmas ( Read more... )

So. I'm pretty much exhausted, and for some reason after like 8:00 this morning I couldn't sleep. I told Jamie I got back together with Dani and she flipped and never wants to see me again which is a bit annoying. It's good to know though I guess. Apparently unless I'm single and she can sleep with me, she wants nothing to do with me. She's so ( Read more... )