The bond was made tighter tonight. Although we only shared a few laughs and words it felt like we made love and nothing will ever be the same for our group any more. I know to you it was just a night out. But to me it was my second family. You guys have become part of me. You're so under my skin... I'd think about killing someone just for your ( Read more... )

Guess who's 22.

This is not a poem but more a story
welcoming you to a life of deperavity
A mourning ritual consists of
dry-wretching blood into the sink
then looking in the mirror to cry away any evidence
I'm the one at fault
I'm done...

I don't know why I even think like this.

I closed my eyes and saw her standing in the rain
I've seen her before but something wasn't the same
There was no smile on her face
Tears of blood, my eyes did trace
The vision took hold of me
Forcing me to notice something I could never see
There was a message waiting to be read on her lips
I fell to the earth, my ( Read more... )

One week.
22 years.

Where has the time went and did I spend it correctly?

These questions and more won't be answered in the next year.

I'm not part of anything I want to be. I have a lack of pride from here. I'm lost.

Half a tank of gas:$20.00
Aeropostale hoodie:$39.00
Two pairs of Bullhead jeans:$55.00
Getting lost twice going somewhere that you thought she had directions to,
going into two gas stations
and
realizing that anyone working at one HAS to have a thick accent,
finally finding "the white church" and taking a left,
shoping for the next 3 hours,
spending ( Read more... )

Just when I thought it was safe...
Here I am wanting to tell you to fuck off.
I've had it with failure.

I highly dislike the fact that I miss people but they get mad at me cause they miss me too but they have no idea what I'm trying to do to get all of my shit on track. I hang out with Tracy a lot but that's only because she's what I know right now. One of the few things that I have that takes the weight off of me. When I'm fighting with her over ( Read more... )

Tomorrow Dane Cook is gonna be on H.B.O. It's the show I went to in Boston quite a few months ago. Maybe if you watch it you might see me up in the private box seats. No lie. Watch it, you'll thank me when you finish laughing your ass off.