an explanation, of sorts - RL

[anansay]

I realized that I've been giving an erroneous account of my job to people in RL and here.

Much of my ranting had to do with my inability to feel good about anything, and work got sucked into that void of happiness. Everything that happened in my life was "wrong". I just couldn't see any good in anything. There are still areas in my life that suck

Comments

[medicinal_mirth]

Hey, you sound like you know what's best for you and your family. As long as you're following those instincts, i'm sure you'll do fine.

[anansay]

Well, I'd like to think I do. I mean, I've made decisions before that have bombed.

I think it'll be okay.

Thank you. :)

[wildcelticrose]

It's perfectly normal to get depressed and frustrted wth everything (especially at this time of year)

That's what your journal and friends are for

~L (who's done more than her fair share of whining)

[anansay]

Between November and April, I get bad, with a severe bomb in January. I'm feeling better these days, though not as good as I'd like.

I'm trying to get my thoughts and feelings down more in my journal.