my small person

[anamacha]

aside: Getting this out there is really hard for me. I've been sitting on this entry for almost a month now. I'm not exactly sure why. But I might as well get it out there.I love my daughter. I love my daughter more than just about anything in this world. When she looks at me and tells me she loves me, or she cuddles up with me ... I know I'

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hang in there ...

[_rck_]

Man, dont do anything stupid, you are almost there.

One of the most mind-opening things that _MWife_ and I ever did before starting to foster was baby-sitting an eight year old. A piece of furniture has more to do than we did. We had two distinct tasks: Drive him to McDonald's for lunch and drive him to his toy store so he could spend his pocket money. The remainder of the time he was in his room, watching TV, playing with his toys. We were the backup plan, not the main show

[anonymous]

Hmmm personally I think that you "have" to put other's needs above your

[bhode_sativa]

Choice tree:
1. Stick it out- You get to teach somebody all the things you wish people had taught you. You are the one who got yourself into that situation in the first place. You can't expect to be happy all the time, but you can try.

2. Bail- You get to claim everything that's yours, including your own life. You never know the value of something until you've lost it.

No matter what you decide, you might kick yourself sometimes, but it's guaranteed you'll enjoy it too.

[wardellen]

The differences between you and most of the people I see in court who have similar feelings:

- You recognize how you feel and admit it.

- In spite of your feelings you are putting your daughter first... otherwise you would have been gone long ago.