I haven't updated in a while. Don't know why, I haven't been that busy. I'm leaving for New York and Canada and Niagra Falls on Wednesday and when I get back I'm starting the Sacred Heart Diet :) It looks good and people have lost a lot of weight fast on it. I can't wait until school starts so I'm not home eating all day. And after school I'm ( Read more... )

Paris Hilton is my thinspiration .Shes so skinny and tall and pretty. and skinny. I had a salad and some grapes today, im going to try not to eat anymore.

Hmm well today was OK.... probably under 800 calories but i almost went all day without eating. hah suprising cuz i had 800 calories. anyways. people are pissing me off to no end. my mom said she saw a treadmill at a garage sale and was going to get it. i thought that was nice of her. she doesnt really notice when i dont eat anymore. usually i say ( Read more... )

I went into town today. I didn't get anything but I was looking at these pants (size 0, I was just looking at how much they were, not the size) and my friend was like "you must have lost a LOT of weight to be able to fit into those" i was like......wtffffffffffff so now i really want to be a size 0 just for her! >0

I should realize when to take a hint. Of course my mom didn't want to go running with me. She doesn't like to. I wish my sister was here. So I don't have to go by myself but I guess I will. I'm going to save up for a treadmill, after I buy a car, get my mom a whole bunch of stuff, and help her pay for the bills. When school starts I might go to ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHH i am so effing fat I can't even take it. I ate way too much today, I don't even know why I wasn't even hungry. Anyway, we have this lettuce that has like no fat or anything in it so I might just eat that tomorrow and excersize a lot. Tonight I'm going to see if my mom wants to go running with me. She could ride her bike and I'll run... ( Read more... )

I NEED MOTIVATION

hmm well i dont know much about computers so i cant change my layout or anything so its gonan stay like this. people are SO effen shallow. im probably a hipocrit but yea.... my friend would call people beautiful, not hott and stuff and he said if he called someone hott that would be like degrading or something. i never really thought about that ( Read more... )

I just made this journal so I have someplace to write what I really feel and not have all my friends read it. None of them know about eating disorders or they just don't care. So I thought this would be best.