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[amlate]

i hate the fact that a relationship has to be such a bitch.. i hate the fact that just because i know im in love i get slapped in the face... i hate the fact that everything in highschool is such a fucking democracy. I hate the fact that age represents nothing when you get older.. when i was younger i pictured all older kids, as being so mature..

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[meggi_pi]

derrik>>
i just woke up so if i sound like im on crack..well, i probably am. hahaha. but yeah, im being serious. most people in high school go through this. its kind of the thing where just like..try to relax, you know? also..venting in an LJ is probably a really good thing to do, haha. seriously. and when you feel angry, just like..breathe, hah. it's what i do. or just be like, "theres nothing to get so worked up about. why am i so mad?" just don't get yourself too stressed out. force out a laugh and a smile here and there, it's proven it actually does make you happier even if it's fake. i know you're upset about this girl and all, and i would tell you that maybe you should accept the fact that maybe you SHOULD move on...but i wont bc ive obviously been there too, sweetheart. and i know its pretty much impossible when you really like someone THAT MUCH. just try your hardest not to think about her. flirt with other girls to get your mind off of her. just...be happy.
love,
meghan :o)

[taking_chances7]

Hate journals are fun... it's a good release. But hey this you said:

i hate that im so fucking bi polar..

Are you seriously bipolar or were you just saying that in reference to your moods because I found out this year that I really had it so if you don't it's not cool to say. And if you do get help cuz it's not an easy thing to live with. ON another not, don't be a sucker Derrik you're a strong kid don't be pulled under to the point that you can't breathe. I've known you since you were in 7th grade, we went through a lot. Anytime you need me I'll still be here for you. Try to feel better.

Kristen

[anonymous]

Derrik, remmeber me and ash are always here for you when ever you need anything so dont worry be happy!! :-D Be happy again and dont worry about it cuz im always here for you darling.
Love Courtney Mary*!