Author:
amja7578Pairing: girl!sam/dean winchester
Warnings: wincest, het, NC-17
Summary: Pre-season. AU where Sam was born a girl. Sam is about 16 and Dean 20. Sam is growing up and having ‘new’ feelings for her brother. He notices but pretends nothing is going on, and then things change dramatically…sorry, I know I suck at summaries! Hope you like my spn fic! Please review! :-)
Disclaimer: don’t own them
Chapter 2:
The following morning John enrolled Sam at the local school, gave his kids some money and then left town. Sam was so happy she couldn’t stop smiling. For once she had the chance of attending a school long enough to make friends and have a normal life -at least as normal as it would get for them!
Dean got a job in town as a mechanic and drove her home after work every day. She’d usually wait for him at the school library, where she studied and did her homework so that when she got home, she could get dinner ready and clean up. She was acting all homely and loving it, and Dean noticed, and smiled.
They shared one of the bedrooms, but when their dad was away -which was most of the time- Sam stayed in his room, that way she and Dean could both have some privacy. He was secretly thankful for it as that allowed him to bring girls over at night when Sam was fast asleep in her room.
Sam was getting used to her routine and truly enjoying it. School was fine and she was beginning to make friends. She knew how to keep out of trouble and pass unnoticed -their survival pretty much depended on it!- but then, one day when she was walking towards the library, she saw a guy yelling at a girl and twisting her arm. Sam tried to call for help but there was no one around and she knew she had to do something. She was supposed to keep a low profile, she was fully aware of that, but she knew as well that she had to help that girl. She remembered everything Dean had taught her. She was tiny, barely 5’4” and 118 pounds, so he’d taught her which spots to hit to inflict the greatest pain and damage. Her mind made up, she took a deep breath, walked towards them, and spoke to the guy.
“Hey, you’re hurting her…leave her alone!” she shouted.
The guy turned his head towards her, laughed and squeezed the girl’s arm even tighter, who was now on her knees while tears freely ran down her face.
“I said leave her alone, jerk!”
“And what if I don’t? What will you do?” the guy retorted laughing.
Sam felt rage building inside her and kicked the guy in the groin as hard as she could. She then grabbed the girl’s arm and shouted “run!” as the guy fell on his knees and ended up curling up on the ground.
The girls rushed into the library and waited there for several minutes. Katie, that was the girl’s name, managed to calm down and thanked Sam for her help. She sobbed a little more and explained that guy had gotten all aggressive because she’d turned him down.... Sam could see why, Katie was only 14 but a very pretty girl already. She was really girly: she was wearing a soft green skirt and matching shirt, her hair was down and her make-up impeccable.
Sam couldn’t help comparing herself to this girl. She looked at her own reflection on one of the metal doors: baggy jeans and hoodie, pony tail, no make-up…she was two years older than her, but still looked more like a boy than a girl! She sighed and looked away after a few seconds knowing she wasn’t exactly the type of girl boys felt attracted to.
She’d tried applying make-up once, she’d spent a long while in front of the mirror, done her best, and despite all the effort she’d put into it, she’d ended up looking just as plain. Hence, she’d decided to forget about it all. After all, hunting didn’t actually go hand in hand with make-up and heels!
Once Katie managed to finally calm down, she thanked her again and called her brother -she didn’t want to risk running into the guy again! And right after that, they sat at one of the desks and waited for Katie’s brother to arrive.
Several minutes later, a guy walked through the door. He was lean, athletic and tall. His hazel eyes stood out in his golden skin just like his dirty blonde hair, which was spiky, just like Dean’s, but slightly longer. Sam was mesmerized and literally couldn’t take her eyes off him. She remembered seeing him before at school: he’d been at football practice and she’d seen him on her way to the library. She remembered his sturdy figure, shining in the afternoon sun, surrounded by hot cheerleaders, drooling all over him naturally!
Suddenly, Sam saw Katie standing up and waving at him while he walked towards them and smiled at the pretty girl. Katie hugged him tight, still shaky, explained what had happened earlier, and then went on to describe in detail how Sam had helped her and the boy seemed very impressed.
“I swear I’m gonna kick Sean’s ass next time I see him!” he said angrily. “By the way, thanks a lot for helping my sister, Sam.”
“It was nothing.” Sam said shyly.
“Nothing? I don’t know what would’ve happened if you hadn’t showed up, Sam!” Katie replied. “Hey, how did you learn that move? You totally gotta teach it to me!”
“Sure, no problem!” Sam answered smiling.
The three of them talked for a while and then Jim, that was Katie’s brother’s name, offered to take her home. She thanked him and explained her brother would drive her so Katie and Jim said goodbye and left. Sam wished she’d accepted his offer, but imagined he was just being nice and thankful and hadn’t really meant a word he’d said.
Once they were gone, she got her books out of her backpack and started studying. A couple of hours later, Dean showed up and took her home. She didn’t like keeping secrets from him, but she knew it’d do no good if she told him what had happened. He’d probably freak out and tell her how stupid that had been, that she could’ve gotten hurt…blah, blah, blah. So, she just kept it to herself. Besides, there was no way he’d ever find out as he didn’t know anyone from her school.
The next couple of days Sam went on with her life as usual. Katie and her greeted each other and talked when they met, and Jim smiled and waved at her from the football field when he saw her on her way to the library. Then, Dean got a double shift at work, and was thankful for the extra cash, but that meant he couldn’t drive Sam home anymore so she’d have to walk. She didn’t mind at all and decided to stick to her routine anyway. So, she did her homework in the library as usual, and then went home, made dinner, and waited for her brother.
One afternoon, when she was on her way home, she heard someone calling her name. She turned around and saw a tall figure running towards her waving a hand. The sun was in her eyes now so she had to focus and, after a few seconds, she realized it was Jim. She stood in the middle of the road waiting for him and wondering what he was doing there.
He approached her and greeted her with a brilliant smile. He noticed she was surprised to see him there, and explained he’d been on his way home when he saw her. Sam didn’t know why, but she wasn’t sure she believed him.
“Mm, I thought your brother drove you home?” he asked hesitantly.
“Yeah, it’s just that he’s working double shifts now so he can’t pick me up from school anymore and I gotta walk home.”
“Really? Well, I always walk home after practice, you know, helps me clear my head.”
“Yeah, I know what you mean.”
“So, where do you live? I mean it’s not like there are many houses around here.”
“We’re staying at the cabin near the lake.”
“Oh, yeah, I know where it is. So, it’s just you and your brother?”
“Mm, not really, it’s me, my brother Dean, and my dad.”
He noticed the sudden sadness in her eyes and the fact that there was no mom in the picture, and wondered why it was so. He barely knew her, though, and didn’t say a word. Instead, he changed the subject and talked about school, their classes, teachers, and things like that, and they kept walking and talking till they got to the road leading to the cabin.
“Well, I guess I’ll see you later,” he said grinning.
“Sure! Bye!” Sam replied and walked away.
The next day she ran into him again, except that this time it wasn’t on the road, it was right outside the library. He greeted her and she was surprised to see him there.
“Hi! Going home?” he asked smiling.
“Yeah…what are you doing here?”
“Mm…I just finished football practice and was on my way too and since we’re both headed in the same direction I guessed we could, I don’t know, walk together?”
“O-okay.”
They started walking and chatting and then said their goodbyes, just like the day before. At first Sam thought it was just a coincidence and didn’t give much thought to it. But then, she started sensing some else was going on. Somehow, Jim seemed to accidentally run into her every day after school. She noticed, but didn’t say anything. After all, all they did was walk home and chat, but she couldn’t help wondering why he was doing it. He was one of the hottest guys at school so why was he walking home with her when he could be with any of the sexy cheerleaders? She knew Dean definitely would!
And yet, she felt good around him. It felt nice to talk to someone who knew nothing about hunting and the monsters lurking in the dark. She enjoyed their mundane conversations and his honest smile, and laughed at the funny stories he always told her. They’d been walking home together for about three weeks now and they were becoming good friends.
One day, Jim suddenly stood in front of her and let his backpack fall to the ground. She looked at him and wondered what was wrong. Then, he stepped towards her, cupped her face with both hands and kissed her. He noticed she was nervous and shaking and guessed she’d never been kissed before, which surprised him, after all, she was funny, smart, cute and absolutely adorable…so he thought it better to keep it all sweet and gentle. He ghosted his lips on hers and brushed soft kisses on her mouth. After a while, she started relaxing and he parted his lips and kissed her some more but kept his tongue inside his own mouth -although he wanted to explore hers more than anything! Then, he slowly shifted his hands from her cheeks to her nape and waist, and drew her closer to him. She responded by placing her hands on his shoulders and giving in to him. When they broke the kiss, he looked at her and said “God, I’d wanted to do this for so long!” and she smiled.
TBC
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