i had a lot of dreams last night...but i cant get one out of my head....i hate it cuz all it does is bring back memories of a broken heart....i kinda forgot about him...weird since it hasnt been that long...but now its eating away at me...

for the record...he looked better in the dream than he does in real life...does that mean something?

yay!!!

thats the only word to describe what just happened...:)

another kick in the face....well done amey well done

i feel like shit...

i love how i can be excited about stuff then something changes and now im so unsure and almost....not quite but almost regret what happened...YAY...lol life is pretty wicked...

ughhh im sooo mad....i know most of my anger is prolly cuz he woke me out of a dead sleep...but still my anger is HUGE ( Read more... )

ummm attention MIDTERMS...id really like my life and sleep pattern back

thanks

LOVE AMEY

its crazy what u dont remember till u actually think about it...

my heart hurts...

ya ive been a bitch lately....but maybe theres a reason behind it....and i prolly would tell you but when we talk it always changes to u....

just a thought

sometimes i feel ridiculous...i feel stupid for feeling like nothing good happens to me....well in certain areas of my life anyways...but i cant help but hope for something amazing

i think i drink to get away from my thoughts....but it only makes it worse...wow...