sCrEaMs-----if you know i have this journal this is not about you so dont get paranoid

[amberjsnow]

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i fuxing hate you i fuxing hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!----------why can't i tell you that!-------------why do i hate you and love you at the same time--------why can you be a fuxing dickheadfreak and i love you--------how do you melt my heart-------------what the fuxis wrong with me!-----------why am i so bad a t life----------------why is it

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[bandar_tiffany]

Don't know if this'll help or not, an' I really don't know how to say this without sounding incredibly tacky/patent response-esque, but I do know how you feel . . . My family members are among some of the most incredibly shitty people on the face of existence, so much so that I've actually washed my hands of some of them completely, and yet . . . I love them.

You know, it's okay to love someone and hate them at the same time. It can get confusing, feeling like that, but sometimes trying to decide what one single thing to feel when you're really feeling a whole bunch of things at once can get even MORE confusing.

And now that you probly have no earthly idea what the hell I'm trying to say (lol @ myself), I'll leave you with this:

ONE HUGE FUXING HUG. OK?! :P

[amberjsnow]

thanks