in my head a lot

[ambercharlotte]

I went and sat on the beach today, for about 3 hours. I again lived out the sort of summer routine I grew to appreciate last year - drive to Mosman, park in front of Natalija's flat, walk the 10 mins or so to Balmoral beach. Buy water, coffee and sandwich at Bathers' takeaway shop. Always and still the same sandwich - either rocket with tuna salsa

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[siologen]

Sometimes you insulate yourself to the point where you almost over do it, n suddenly the Bradford Bats (usually the big extra thick pink ones in my case) you put up around yourself can't be shouted thru, even when its you shouting outwards. Its not always a place i like to be, but i quite often unintentionally end up there, hermitude and all. Its almost like being awake yet asleep i find. But it can be a nice feeling tho, the giant buffer zone. Problem is when it finally falls i end up feeling disenfranchised.

Chevy's with hydraulics are pretty damn rare, mainly cos the hydraulics arent legal in NSW. Nice to see you back.

[happyhappycurly]

hey!
hope u didnt get offended during that phonecall just then, coz it sounded that way. i was just keen to see you, especially after u sounded so keen earlier in the afternoon.

weeee the photos came out so purdy :)

[ambercharlotte]

hey honey,
Not at all, just sad and stressed and weird. it's the pre-work sunday blues/jitters again :( Sorry i sounded strange.
Siolo just popped in for a bit, i am having scotch and we are crapping on. then i will go to bed. will come and see you and photos soon....
Axxxx