43 days

[amazedcreation]

43 days. Until I get married to my best friend. Nik and I sat outside Tiffany's today with Starbucks and I swear I've never been happier, just people watching and laughing and being together. Today was such a good day I'm scared it was too good. But then again, I've been having some amazing days lately. Christmas was incredible. Mom and Dad love me

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[vesta_venus]

Birth control pills were my magic drug. It cured my depression which seemed to be more hormonally based than serotonin level problems. However - I went into a depression when I stopped. Watch that!

I went through a phase of being cynical about churches after I was fired by my second one. I miss working with teens. I do not miss how I was often treated by adults. And, I got my December back. I didn't have to run a pageant, attend a lame parish Xmas party, or squeeze someone else's agenda into a busy month. Next December, you'll see what I mean.

I miss serving God. That part I really miss.