I hate being home.  I do not get along with my mom.  She is so immature and my whole family agrees on that.  She acts like a 15 year old. She bugs the shit out of me and looks for reasons to yell at me and piss me off.  What kind of mother calls their daughter fat? FAT?! All i could do was lock myself in my room and cry.  So I like to enjoy a ( Read more... )

Something I read today...
It stormed the night before my 20th birthday.
Both literally and metaphorically. It was a night of rain and tears and wind and emotions. As the storm ripped through the trees outside, you ripped through my heart. I subjected myself to your lack of sensitivity and inability to love, allowing you to ruin me once more. As I ( Read more... )

Today was a bum day.  I layed in bed, slept, and watched LOST.  Also Gossip Girl was on tonight & it was depressing.  Why can't Chuck and Blair just BE TOGETHER ALREADY! & Dan and Serena....ugh...& now i have to wait 4 weeks for the new episodes to come on.  SERIOUSLY?! 4 WEEKS?!  I can't wait that long.  It's sad I revolve my life around my ( Read more... )

So a couple days ago, Charlie texted me and told me he loved me and I was the only girl who has his heart.  This is extremely hard for me to believe because he hasn't talked to me in months.  I have no idea what his love life is like nowdays because I deleted him from my facebook because it hurt me so bad everytime I saw him comment other girls.  ( Read more... )