I guess this makes me realize that there are things that need to be completely cut out of my life. Things I care about so much. I'm not as strong as I thought and I'm not over things like I thought. I would give anything for this to be different, the way it was. Or maybe I'm just saying that this week. It fluctuates so much ( Read more... )

what are the fucking chances!?!?!?

worst night.

i wish krystal were home :(
i need some ice cream.

work sucks. i haven't been online in days because i've been sleeping during them ( Read more... )

I had a letter from my school sitting around the house for a couple of days, and I didn't open it because I assumed it was some letter telling me how much I owe them. I opened it this morning and it was totally the kick in the ass that I needed ( Read more... )

you being the 25 talented men of the red sox. i love you all unconditionally. 8 more wins to go and this is the year!!
i'm so excited. ahhhhhh

i thought i was going to boston tonight. i was really excited about it. now i'm just staying home. i'm not too excited about it. i have the weekend off with no plans to act like a 20 year old. i'm disappointed.

i also sort of feel like vomiting.

I haven't been online in four days. I feel like I missed out on a lot, but I'm glad I waited until a day off from work so I can actually participate in life outside of work and sleep, and so I wouldn't get all mad because I had to spend another 10 hours at Walgreens ( Read more... )

i miss appointments because i sleep until mid-afternoon
i stay home because i'm lazy, i'm a coward, and because this sucks.

tonight.. eat lots of food, watch movies, go to walmart if i ever feel like taking a shower. whateverrr

edit the most honest person in my life tells me things i didn't really expect to hear, or want to hear. meh. worst

I just got home from the fifth third shift in a row. This is the first time in the past five days that I have not been exhausted. But, as it always goes, I'm not working third shift again for a couple of weeks. I feel that for the past week I have not participated in the outside world. Except for a dentist appointment, I have spent the past ( Read more... )

Birthday was the best. It all started on Sunday when my mom came over and surprised me with RED SOX TICKETS. So, we went to Boston, watched the game, and then did some shopping. They won of course and I bought lots of clothes. Monday I went to my aunt's house and had dinner. I got some cute things, but the highlight was definately the Gabe ( Read more... )