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Feb 28, 2008 12:36

 I'm not usually the first one to admit.  I'd rather internalize it to the point of levels of anxiety so high I give myself a rash (see entries of last year).

But man, things have been TOUGH.

It didn't just start with last week, when I lost my wallet on an Amtrak train.  Technicolor Orange 70s Amtrak Seats + Orange Wallet == No Wallet.  I still ( Read more... )

self-doubt, school, self loathing

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theloriest February 28 2008, 18:22:37 UTC
I know this isn't much... but...

*hugs*

Hope things get better, soon.

*loves*

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sinboy February 28 2008, 18:28:07 UTC
Hey, you're working. You're going to class. You're not doing nothing all the time. That's good. Don't loose sight of that.

*hug*

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congogirl February 28 2008, 18:58:53 UTC
I think it is really easy to ignore all the plebeian aspects of life when we are off adventuring internationally. It doesn't mean that they weren't there, but that we had the luxury of ignoring them for a while. It is very difficult to come back and take all that on again, particularly with all the freakin' paperwork involved in working and taking classes, not to mention buying a property. You sound plain old burned out, like you need some rest and recuperation. I know this may not be an option, but maybe think about it so you don't totally run yourself ragged trying to complete classes and jump straight into more school or applications.

I think Phase 2 is the great mystery of life because nobody has been able to tell me what to do with my underpants, either.

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redcoat668 February 28 2008, 19:32:00 UTC
I'd have to agree...there are so many more expectations to meet and hoops to jump through in a plebeian lifestyle, and it's a particularly tough transition when the amount of money and goods your plebeian lifestyle routinely deals with can buy and sell people's children and internal organs in the country you just left.

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rosefox February 28 2008, 19:56:53 UTC
That all sounds pretty awful. I'm sorry. I hope the counseling referral is somewhat helpful, at least.

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