This is my entry for Week 24 of LJ Idol (
therealljidol). This week was an intersection, where we chose one of two topics and worked with a partner. I chose "I'm the Ussain Bolt of running from my problems." Please read my partner,
karmasoup's entry, found here:
https://karmasoup.livejournal.com/51435.htmlRead more... )
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You "weren't that into him" but you were kind, and he didn't have to go to prom "stag"....I did have a date to the prom, but I batched it to a couple Band Banquets it isn't fun.
I bet it was a good memory for him.
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I never would have imagined we might have such a unique and interesting crossover... it's amazing what can be uncovered when we start turning over the rocks of our past. Thank you so much for sharing this tale, in this very special way that deep dives into your vulnerability and regret. Though, not to talk you off the angst ledge (as I'm sure life has long since stepped you back from it), but I do agree with m_malcontent, that even if that might maybe didn't play out quite the way he'd have hoped, that it may not have been as dreadful as you might imagine. The part about losing him so soon after he found happiness, though, is a hard hitting punch to the heartstrings, though... I can see how anyone with a sense of compassion for humanity would feel that ( ... )
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I also would never have guessed we'd have stories that had such similar beats until you told me yours and this immediately popped into my head.
I think you're absolutely right about nerd girls and the instinct to kiss frogs. It was born partially from a gratitude out of being wanted and being asked, and partially because I honestly thought he was a nice guy and didn't want to hurt him. But I didn't think about the fact that saying yes would mean so much more to him than it did to me. Which, as I've said, was a mistake I made over and over until I finally learned! Such is life, I suppose.
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Really, really good stuff! :)
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