How it feels to be alone and not believe.

[alvinem]

Just before I fall asleep and when I’m really bored I...
Lay down and think for a while until fall into a semi hypnotic state of subconciousness - some call it daydreaming, some calling fucking zoning out. But I feel like I’m not here and it doesn’t matter because I don’t care. I am sick of putting myself into boring situations and futile

Comments

[thaone]

is that you in your icon?

[alvinem]

yes, sir. :-)

[thaone]

i dont like hot straight man. damned! ;).

Heh

[alvinem]

hahaha umm...sorry? lol