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[allygator531]

I'm going home for Courtney's funeral. It hurts so much to write that - makes it all too real. This isn't supposed to happen to childhood friends. We were supposed to grow up, see eachother at class reunions and reminisce about sleepovers, birthday parties, and middle school crushes. We all just take life for granted - our own and those of our

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[jurbs]

Oh Ally, I'm really sorry to hear that. You know that if you need ANYTHING, you can always call me or IM me any time. Losing a friend sucks. I know it's hard. But remember that I love you and if you need someone to talk to, I'm always here.

[tennisgrl4216]

i know exactly how you feel.
i really wish i could be there with you, like more than anything.
this whole thing STILL does not seem real to me. its not fair...
i guess we just need to be thankful that we knew what a great person she was & also be thankful for all the memories that we do have of her. those were probably some of the best times of my life. & its just so sad that part of that is gone....

im so happy that we had that conversation...that we remembered all the stories & fun times we had with her, even though it was really hard & we both cried a lot, i feel like it was really important to do that..to talk to someone who totally understands, you know?

don't forget that i love you a whole lot, more than you'll ever know! i wish i could see you & talk to you more, because i really miss you & like i said i wish more than anything that i could be at home with you right now. call me when you get back to school..or whenever you get this!

i love you!