heyyy ya'll! today was good, turns out i didnt make AMT but its alright, alot of people were telling me they needed more boys than anything, which was true, coz well yea it is. LOL but i actually wasnt suprised me and sonja knew we werent gonna make it lOl. maybe if i wasnt so damn nervous all the time id be ok ( Read more... )

heyhey u guys well AMT tryouts were good, the first time we did the dance i screwed up like 4 moves haha but i kept smiling, then the second time i did it alot better..wooo and i still smiled. haha. then me and sonja got home quick changed into nice clothes,got back to school. waited like an hour, then we sang, at first i was so scared so i ( Read more... )

so my parents are finding my song on sheet music hOpefull we find it, if we do sonjas goin to sleep over again becoz it gives us more time to work on our sOng. even tho theres school 2morrow the songs so important . so yea thats abOut it. lOl hahaha this weekend was fun! hOw was yOurs ( Read more... )

[x] Name:: Alesia ( Read more... )

well i dont know what to do, i know im making a mistake in seeing him again, but i really want too, i wont know what i feel untill i do. but then theres somebody else, who, quite frankly i dont understand. he acts like he wants to be with me, but i cant help but think he only wants one thing from me, and im afraid i wont be able to say no, so then ( Read more... )

Heyyyy tOday was intresting. bOring actually, i spoke to jamie last night and i guess we talked things out. it went well. feel better you sick puppy<3 ( Read more... )

so ive decided im offically trying out for AMT, the very thought of it makes my heart drop to my feet!! im sOo scared i dont know if it sounds good or what. eh ::scaredness::

but yea today was a good day. Target rocks my socks once again<3 heh ( Read more... )

sO andy offically wants me dead for making him watch napolean dynamite. lOl i thought it was hilarious, so did sOnja hahaa oh well. today was fun, so guys im thinking of trying out for AMT, i wonder if were allowed to do duets, coz theres this pretty song from "Miss Sagon" called "I Still Believe" and its a duet its an ex and a wife singing it, it ( Read more... )

yea sO today was good. sO at lunch with courtney & sonja, of course courtneys dumbass hadda go be stupid. Oh i dont know if you were there when sonja told me later but that girl whowent up to that kid carassing his arm? well she went up to him and said, look at my braclet. it says kiss me, why dont u act it out? and the guys like, no im alright, ( Read more... )

Hmm, i wrote a very hurtful letter last night to somebody and even though it had to be done i cried my little eyes out about it coz no matter wat i say, it hurts me too. but i'll be fine, i always am ( Read more... )