(12:10:02 AM) rob: so i didnt think tonight was awkward i think it went well. i want you to know that i do love you always and that if i seemed cold it was only because seeing you tonight was hard and i didnt want to be upset at your house
(12:10:24 AM) rob: <3 ( Read more... )

we broke up.

but i am smiling through my tears.

best friends.

i love him. always.

wow.....i am almost exactly the same person i was nearly three years ago ( Read more... )

we can work it out.

i will do anything.

the new york philharmonic = amazing.

rob = amazing.

writing out my feelings, thoughts, problems and solutions = amazing.

my friends = amazing.

my preschoolers = amazing...usually.

i am doing whatever i can to feel better this summer...and it's slowly but surely working. i can and will keep it up.

god i am so lame haha...but i am happy =)

i'm seeing rob in less than 24 hours. SO STOKED :D i'm gonna dress up all cute (in a skirt!) and meet up with him and his mommy in NYC and we're seeing the new york philharmonic at lincoln center, and then i'm spending the night at his house. i can't wait ( Read more... )

things are looking up.

5 days until rob :).

i got my job back! yayyy. it's not like i was expecting not to, because everyone i work with absolutely loves me, but it feels good to have it set in stone. i'll be working monday through friday, 8:30 to 5. that's an extra half hour than i did last summer, which means that i can take either an hour or a half hour for lunch every day :D pretty ( Read more... )

so i'm home. i've been here since last sunday. i miss rob, and i miss school, but i'm rather enjoying not having anything to do, though i'm sure that will change in the next few days ( Read more... )

formal was fun! then afterward some shit went down with rob and me. but it got better shortly thereafter and now i'm as happy as i was last night. :)

here's a couple of pictures! lj-cuts are lame.


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