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[allieb0413]

 So I hate writing in this thing because I know I only do it when I am upset but then again it makes me feel so much better to just go ape shit in here rather then bottle it up

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[i_persist]

crap what happened?

[allieb0413]

my supposed friends think that treating me like crap is ok and when I stand up for myself then I'm a bitch so then they treat me like crap even more and then I get upset and then they tell me I'm immature and being a baby so then I just took to not really paying attention to them unless they came to me thinking that they would realize that I'm awesome and they should want to be my friend but now I'm just a bitch again and they like to make fun of me and do things with out me and rub it in my face, they suck and I know it's stupid but I have feelings I know I don't show them often but they are there they do exist...I wish that they could see that they are assholes and I am justified in being upset

[i_persist]

WHO though? ra buddies? campies?

maybe you should just be more open about it..idk. fuck em if they don't like it. it's easier to say fuck em than worry about it. better friends come along eventually.

speaking of campies, i saw MARK SWAN at the mall the other day! dating some redhead named katie and going to hong kong lol

[allieb0413]

yea katie is the same girl from bona he had a crush on along time ago...going to hong kong? crazy, actually it's crazy that you saw mark swan he has fallen off the face of the earth...

RA buddies and some of our mutual friends<----they all suck I'd bitch them out but that starts the whole cycle over again and I still have to work and live with them...suck!