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[all_the_smiles]

Why is it that the thing that I've wanted the most and for the longest time is the thing that is the farthest away from me? I feel like I'm working toward all the wrong goals and drowning in jealousy. How odd, I never used to be jealous, and I definitely don't enjoy the feeling.

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[enigmaticwaltz]

Things seem to like happening that way. Is there anything you need to vent about? You know you can always call me if you need to talk (of course I don't have my phone right now, it's in a different city, but I'll have it soon, or you could call me at home). Jealousy is a crappy feeling all around, too.

[all_the_smiles]

Ugh, it's just a bunch of boy troubles and a massive load of regret. I should have made a move when I had the chance, ya know?

[enigmaticwaltz]

I understand. Will there be another chance to make a move? Perhaps?

[all_the_smiles]

Not for a while. I've been regretting this since my junior year and it just keeps getting worse.