Comments | alizarin_nyc: EeeeAwwwwWoooo

alizarin_nyc

EeeeAwwwwWoooo

Jan 29, 2014 16:06

Still trying to breathe. I have to think about it, so that I can make it happen. Expand the ribcage, draw in breath, let it out ( Read more... )

maudlin me, work, anxiety, californication, what to expect when you're alive

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executrix January 29 2014, 21:58:17 UTC

Really does sound like a great trip.

And, it takes as long as it takes, which doesn't make it any better while it's happening.

alizarin_nyc February 1 2014, 07:50:41 UTC

I'm sort of reluctantly looking forward. You are invaluable to me and Monday made a big difference. Tea and scones with Dana = remedy for all your ills. Okay not all, but seeing you does help move my brain from unpleasant circles to a more fluid, lava lamp style. :)

executrix February 1 2014, 12:29:41 UTC

That's what friends are for! To be the electric element that heats up your wax and sends it bubbling ever upward!

chelseagirl January 29 2014, 23:01:51 UTC

It is so normal to be feeling the way you are . . .

and what a wonderful time to get away to SoCal weather!

alizarin_nyc February 1 2014, 07:47:57 UTC

The weather is a big enticement, for sure. I can sunbathe on the beach I think. I need a little sunshine on my face right now. :(

chelseagirl February 1 2014, 13:53:30 UTC

hugs.

Love the icon!

tesserae_ January 30 2014, 01:14:23 UTC

If you've got time & you're near L.A., I'd love to buy you lunch while you're out on this coast...

alizarin_nyc February 1 2014, 07:46:51 UTC

I'll be in So Cal, flying into Santa Ana and staying with a friend in San Clemente. What part of LA do you live in? I'm not sure how far into LA I will get but can keep you posted if you're around V-Day weekend...

And thanks!!! That's so kind of you.

tesserae_ February 1 2014, 15:11:08 UTC

Keep me posted; I'm in downtown L.A. but maybe we can work something out!

ladyofthelog January 30 2014, 05:30:38 UTC

I am well and miss you! I hope I'll be able to get down to NYC in March, maybe. <3 Separation is hard. Keep breathing. Hang in there. *HUGS*

alizarin_nyc February 1 2014, 07:42:16 UTC

Thank you Lady! I would love to see you and drown my sorrows with you in a latte.

Also - you can stay with me now if you need to - my place is clean and empty.

*breathes*

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alizarin_nyc February 1 2014, 07:45:32 UTC

My BFF just moved to Oakland so a visit to the Bay Area is IMMINENT. I'd love for you to meet her, if you are around and have time. She's new to SF, bisexual, hilarious and smart. Doesn't watch TV though. LOL.

Miss you Mona!