warning: possibly VERY annoying

[alinamus]

I sort of had a mad awakening this weekend.  I'm tired of being optimistic, and hopeful, and satisfied.  Not to say I'm not going to be my goof-self, but I'm not going to expect anything anymore.  At the end of the day, it just comes down to the bills I can't pay, the papers I can't write, and the language that I can't learn.  Oh, and did I mention

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[goldenburning]

I think you've skipped ahead a bit... college is the time for wild, idyllic passions and far-fetched schemes to save the world. It's when you can be naively sure of the good in the world, when you want to change everything for the better and are sure that it's possible.

You've moved ahead to life in the real world, when we realize how silly those idealist notions of college were. I'll linger here a bit longer, but I'm sure we'll all be in the same place eventually.