this house no longer feels like home

[alifeofourown]

Title: this house no longer feels like home
Author: alifeofourown
Pairing: Zayn Malik/Liam Payne, Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 3,717
Summary: It seems like it always happens this way, that they hit the best point in their lives and then something pops up and makes it all come crashing down.
Warnings: Blood. Angst. Character Death.
Dedication

Comments

[ruby_crowned]

wow. hate you a little rn.
"He’s enveloped on three sides but his front’s still exposed; his heart’s not protected from being broken again and his lungs are easily available for someone to come and pierce them and suck out whatever air’s still caught inside of them. This is Liam’s spot"
pls
bye

[alifeofourown]

just a little? that's it? that's all you hate me is just a little? ):
i was hoping for a 'i'm never going to talk to you again' because that would've been awesome (:
aha! x

[drivetothestars]

i hATE YOU WHAT IS THIS EXUCSE ME

[alifeofourown]

aww ari hi i've missed you (:
it's a fic i think
how's yours going?

[drivetothestars]

you're actually the worst omg pls
um which one do you mean bc if you're talking about skins au, chapter one is up! and yeah that's it i think?

and yes i know its a fic it was gorgeous but i want to die :)

[alifeofourown]

p l s i hate you so much you told me i could beta it for you and then you posted it without even letting me know? ):

sad at you tbh

[adizzymess]

excuse me while i sob because i made the mistake of reading this AND the fic you linked in the a/n. im still crying actually, it's so, so bad and i want to hate you, but this fic is so beautifully written, so that's out of the question. "Zayn feels like he’s dying because of them, because of the fact that the other half of him, the person that he knows was supposed to be his soul mate, his one and only, is gone and there’s no way to ever feel complete again." my poor little ziam-shipping heart is lying broken on the floor right now, seriously you've killed me.

on a different note, im going to just go ahead and add you now because we have a lot more in common than i originally thought~ hope you don't mind

[alifeofourown]

oops why did you do that? why would you read this horrid little fic and the one that i linked to in the a/n? bad ideas all around.

that line is one of my favourites actually (and thank you for not hating me and thinking that this horrid mess of a fic is beautifully written)

i wish i could bring you back to life? and thanks for the add! (: i approve of your jalex feels and i might check them out soon!

[adizzymess]

*late reply* but because im a masochist, apparently haha or maybe because i just cant resist angst

you're lovely and your fic is lovely so shhh okay, just accept it, this was not a horrid mess it was fabulous.

haha, it's a bit hard not to have jalex feels if you like atl, that ship sails itself. enjoy the if you do, though i have to say i wrote them a couple years ago, so they aren't very good :P

[alifeofourown]

an even later reply (:

goodness i shall hush up this time. if it helps i can't resist angst either so we're in the same boat.

I'll probably read them eventually depending on when I have time.

[dance_likehell]

He starts screaming Liam’s name and tries to claw his way out of the boys’ grips so that he can get away, so that he can follow Liam to wherever he went.

Pain. There is just so much pain.

[alifeofourown]

it was painful to write so i do imagine that it would be painful to read. i'm sorry to have pained you ):

[dance_likehell]

It was a good pain. A very enjoyable story. :)

[jennifer_95]

I-I-I, I'm actually struggling to know what to say right now, I really need to start reading the bit that lets people know what the story is about and not just that it's a 'Zayn/Liam', story because holy shit sad!!!

[alifeofourown]

ahh word struggles are always difficult i didn't mean to make you struggle with your words!

summaries are your friend and if they aren't then warnings and/or author notes are because they protect you from things that make you sad like this ):

i'm sorry