Comments | alienzippo: And this is why your children shouldn't do drugs....

alienzippo

And this is why your children shouldn't do drugs....

Jan 28, 2006 01:09

so i actually posted something on Wednesday during class, but i grew a conscience and thought what i said was a little too harsh for the person i said it about, so i deleted it... if a situation pisses me off, it was probably avoidable, so i shouldn't bitch about it... if anything, bitching will make me feel even more insane than i already am ( Read more... )

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expresionist January 28 2006, 23:59:57 UTC

I understand what you're saying about not believing where you are and wanting to be some place else. I can't believe I'm in Maine. Some times I have to remind myself where I am and it's still hard to believe. I feel stuck and almost suffocated.

The fortunate part about you being in Sonora is you have family around that can help. That's the only thing left for me in Maine. I'm driving myself crazy because I realize this isn't the place for me right now. Family can help a lot though. It's a familiar thing.

I think the only thing you can keep doing is remember what you want right now for your life and try to get to it. At the same time enjoy what you have. Thta's something that can easily be forgotten.

Oh, and Jimmy, the last paragraph made me twitch a little. That's scary.

blame it on the black star nosebledtuesday February 4 2006, 22:37:41 UTC

Well I guess the place I differ from the two of you is that when I got away from home at 18, I never really had a chance. Not only was I sober and inexperienced, I was in a terrible place in my mind. I'd locked myself in the smallest darkest box in the most remote location I could find in spinal cord territory. I, much like kye, was in an awful relationship with a horrible human being. a horrible human being that cost me a decent job and a good shot at going to college. It was a relief for me to move back home. It meant that I'd finally get some time away (so I thought) from the beast I'd been in the company of 24 hours a day for 6 months. If anything once we got back up here things started to get worse between her and I. Long story short here, since I left her, I've never been so afraid. Unfortunately that escalated over time, there isn't much I can do about it. Being at home has been the best option for myself and for my grandparents, but come on. I'm 22 years old. I could technicaly have a degree right now and be successful or ( ... )