Still knackered, still sick, mostly confused

[alienish_being]

They let me leave the hospital this morning. Dr Martha Jones-Milligan still thinks I'm a bit odd, since I knew a bit too much about her without being told, but she let me go. She did say she'll want to see me again to check up on me, but I suppose that's to be expected

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[tripocket]

Yes it's changed a lot of things.. but not everything. Rose is still Rose and she loves you. From where I sit.. that is everything. Get some sleep and do some cuddling. It's good medicine!

By the way, AWESOME tags.

[alienish_being]

I know... that she loves me. I really do. :) But I also know that I've upset her.

[doctor10_crazt]

Poor thing. *makes tea*

So I'm guessing you learned your lesson, then?

[alienish_being]

I suppose I've learned never to go chasing off after random secret alien hunting groups in the middle of the night without Rose. That doesn't make it easy though.

[doctor10_crazt]

If it were easy, it wouldn't have been a lesson worth learning!

[rose_m_t]

*gently hugs you*

I'm pretty much recovered from my lack of sleep, so you can stop worrying about me. Really. I can even manage to get us some snacks of custard! :)

And...no. It really wasn't your smartest plan. I was having flashbacks to the other universe. And maybe you think I can't handle it, but if you'd just talk to me about it first instead of just up and leaving...

*sighs*

I don't ever want you to feel like I'm tying you down, and that I'm some sort of minder that you have to get permission to do things. But...how'd you feel if I'd done what you did? If I took off in the middle of the night to deal with something deadly on my own?

[alienish_being]

Yay for custard. *Hugs*

Rose, believe me, I don't think that at all. I really don't. I just... your dad got taken and it was all my fault. If I hadn't been here, he'd never have been kidnapped. If anything happened to your family because of me I don't know what I'd do.

I just can't- I don't know how to deal with that sort of situation. I can't lose you again.

I don't feel like you're tying me down. Believe me, I'm incredibly happy here. It's just... old habits die hard.

[rose_m_t]

Yay for custard. *Hugs*

Custard and really bad movies on TV. :)

Rose, believe me, I don't think that at all. I really don't. I just... your dad got taken and it was all my fault. If I hadn't been here, he'd never have been kidnapped. If anything happened to your family because of me I don't know what I'd do.

It wasn't your fault! It was the fault of these people who took you and Dad! Yeah, it wouldn't have happened if you hadn't been here, but it definitely wasn't your fault. You didn't ask them to take either of you.

I just can't- I don't know how to deal with that sort of situation. I can't lose you again.

I feel the same way. And I almost did lose you again. :(

I don't feel like you're tying me down. Believe me, I'm incredibly happy here. It's just... old habits die hard.I guess it's not that easy to do things differently after nine hundred years, eh

[alienish_being]

Custard and really bad movies on TV. :)

:D And cuddling?

Yeah, it wouldn't have happened if you hadn't been here, but it definitely wasn't your fault. You didn't ask them to take either of you.

I know, but I'm still a causing trouble for your family! I should be able to stop that, but I can't!

I feel the same way. And I almost did lose you again. :(

I didn't- I mean, I don't- Rose, I- *Hugs tightly*

I guess it's not that easy to do things differently after nine hundred years, eh?

This is the first time I've really lived this life. Sure, I was all settled on Gallifrey for a while, but it wasn't the same as this - there were different situations and expectations.

Come here. *smoooch*

:D *SMOOOOOCH*

If you say you took off because you love me instead of because you don't trust me, I believe you. Just remember that that love thing goes both ways. And you don't have to be alone any more, no matter what it is. :)

There's no one I trust more. I'm just not good at... this. :)