let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance to feel again
Well, what do we have here? Oh yeah it's my journal. I should be better at this. You know, keeping it updated. It's not like I have anything better to do... except... wait. I do. I have a job! Yes, since I last posted I managed to secure a job at TK Maxx over Christmas. It's not ideal but it's SOMETHING. A way to earn money and more experience to put on my CV.
It's going well so far. Nothing too difficult, and I like the people I work with so yay!
In other news I've been feeling a little weird recently. Anyone who knew me this time last year knows that it's around this time when bad things happened. The 26th of October to be precise. And there are just a few things that have reminded me of this time. Firstly it's cold when I wake up. Duncan's house is cold. But last year our heating had broke and so it was once again freezing. And so I associated waking up and being cold with these feeling. Then there's the weather in general and then there's the fact I have a cold. All of these things just remind me about the whole depression issue. It's a bit weird really.
But it's also worth pointing out how different this is now. Me and Duncan are still going strong. And it's great. I HAVE A JOB. Excellent. I am ill, but hey we can't have everything. But I'm just happy. A year has made a large difference in me and I'm really glad it did.
Now I'm off to draw some pandas.
It's going well so far. Nothing too difficult, and I like the people I work with so yay!
In other news I've been feeling a little weird recently. Anyone who knew me this time last year knows that it's around this time when bad things happened. The 26th of October to be precise. And there are just a few things that have reminded me of this time. Firstly it's cold when I wake up. Duncan's house is cold. But last year our heating had broke and so it was once again freezing. And so I associated waking up and being cold with these feeling. Then there's the weather in general and then there's the fact I have a cold. All of these things just remind me about the whole depression issue. It's a bit weird really.
But it's also worth pointing out how different this is now. Me and Duncan are still going strong. And it's great. I HAVE A JOB. Excellent. I am ill, but hey we can't have everything. But I'm just happy. A year has made a large difference in me and I'm really glad it did.
Now I'm off to draw some pandas.