be careful. saga is watching you.
Title: Butterfly
Author: rainbowrace
Pairings: SagaxShou
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: No owning. Just me and the fic >8D
Warning: Cuteness, perversion
Thing: Shou and Saga are attracted to eachother, Shou knows that Saga likes him and vice versa, but they are too afraid of doing anything about it.
Notes: I know that Saga’s birthday isn’t yet, but I was too tempted to write about it, even though it's not in this chapter yet. Another fic before The vampires continue, but this won’t be a small story. Comments are very love!
"Ah, I can’t get a hold of this thing." Saga laughed when he was placing his bass on a very old rack. Only Shou was there to listen to him while the others had gone home. They were in a studio, which had nearly came a home to all of the members of the band since they spent a lot of time there together.
Saga’s bass moved. Then, it fell on the floor.
"Shit!" Saga walked back to where he had just left from and Shou clearly noticed Saga’s anger through his yell. He stood up and moved next to him "Is it okay?" Their eyes met for a second, but in a friendly way.
Shou thought about himself kissing Saga for a moment, but it passed by as Saga was lifting the bass up again. "No harms. My dear bass."
Shou was just about to lift the rack back on steady, but Saga was in it too. They bumped their heads together and Shou started laughing as he hit the floor. He kept giggling down there and laughed with Saga until the reality took over.
They walked slowly to their favourite couch, a big, fluffy, red sofa, which was all worn out from them playing on it since they had started the music business. Shou was holding his forehead, he knew a slight bruise was going to show up there and Saga smiled "Do you need any bandages or.."
"No. Just a blowjob would be fine." Shou noticed his mistake and he bursted into laugh with Saga again.
"Yeah, I know what you mean." Saga took a more relaxed pose as he pulled Shou’s head closer to his, blowing gently to his friend’s bump on his head. His fingers were smoothly caressing Shou’s silky soft hair, but neither of them noticed anything. Shou’s hair was flying for a while as Saga kept blowing air, and Shou found the breeze very calming.
Saga let go of him and Shou moved back to his position, but their looks towards eachother had now changed. Saga was scared as he realised Shou was looking at him with a more flirty look.
"I think I should go." Saga stood up, acting strangely calm after what had just happened. "Well, can I come with you? You wanted to show me some playing examples anyway." Saga agreed, but wasn’t sure about inviting his dear friend to his house.
Saga’s livingroom was messy, but it didn’t mind Shou, who had been there for another hundred times. He smiled as Saga carried his bass with him to his bedroom, where they liked to stay most of the time, when Shou was there.
The bass sounded perfect. Saga played the tones of Jewels for a while until he noticed Shou was getting blushed. "Do you have an airconditioner here? Must be the heat outside."
Shou had never felt so heated in Saga’s apartment. Saga went to check the temperature and came back quickly "Yes, I have.. It’s pretty cold out there though."
"Do you mind if I take my shirt off?" Shou was waving air to his face with his hands, but he was afraid of admitting to himself, why it was so hot.
Saga didn’t even answer after seeing Shou’s bare skin when he took his shirt off slowly, as how much he knew Saga enjoyed watching striptease after their visit to a club before. "Whoah, it’s really hot. Can I take a shower too?"
Saga was unfocused, looking at Shou’s revealed upper body like he had never seen it. A whirl of electricity went through him and he gasped. Saga tried to hold it, but it came out unprepared. He pretended to be in the same plot and grinned nervously "Well yeah, it’s getting a bit hot. Let me get you a towel then."
Saga walked to a closet in his bathroom and took a pink towel. Shou was already there, behind him. "Pink? Do you think I’m girly or something?" Saga smiled to him and left the room.
Shou took his trousers off and started showering himself. His body was sticky from all the heat that was caused by Saga’s way to handle his bass.
In the shower, it was getting even more steamy. Shou started dreaming of Saga playing his bass and he closed his eyes. Soon he changed his way of imagination. He didn’t want to hear Saga playing anymore. He wanted him to fuck him.
As he knew it wasn’t going to happen, he pretended his hands were Saga’s and he slid them all over his wet body. Shou tugged his hair a bit as if Saga would’ve been with him to tell him what to do.
"Mmh.. Sagaa..."
Saga didn’t even know what Shou had been thinking about him, but he had plans too. He opened the bathroom’s door so quietly it didn’t cause any sounds so he could go further.
He saw Shou’s figures from behind, what didn’t make him disgusted. He liked it. He was terrified about how he thought he would react, but what he wanted to feel, didn’t happen.
He went behind a showerscreen and peeked at Shou, who wanted to stay in his own world. Shou didn’t have a clue about Saga being there, but it wouldn’t have bothered him anyway.
He was actually very eager to tell Saga how he felt, but there was a high tension everytime he tried.
Saga was feeling over too much pressure so he unbuttoned his shirt and placed it in his laundrybasket. He was interrupted by a sweet moan.
Shou moaned again. He wished so bad that Saga would be there, even though he didn’t know where Saga really was. His left hand was moving down his body towards his strong erection and even the very light touch of his own hand made him growl even more. He licked his lips as he hoped Saga would be in front of him, kissing him just the way Shou wanted.
A gentle stroke made Shou gasp. He couldn’t believe what he was doing, especially in Saga’s bathroom. He jerked his swollen cock stronger, making himself sigh. He didn’t care how long he would be in the shower. He just needed to do it.
Saga was nearly holding his breath. What he had just seen made him unwillingly aroused, but he couldn’t take his jeans off even though it was already so hot and steamy in there, that Saga would almost pass out.
Shou jerked his cock even faster and was hoping that Saga would come there no matter what, without any reason. Just thinking about Saga’s body pressing to his made him call out his name in a deep sigh.
"Sagah.."
Saga didn’t know if Shou meant it to be an invitation or just words, but he stayed silent and just looked at the sexual view.
Shou washed his face while he was taking a break of something forbidden. ’I can’t do this. What if he’ll hear? What would he think of me? I won’t do this!’ He made his hand slide back down the wet, smooth skin to his dick again as he had become very hard.
A jerk, a gasp, another jerk, another gasp.. Shou pulled his wet fingers on the tip of his cock and closed his eyes again and thought of it as Saga’s hand. His sighs and moans had made Saga so crazy that Saga had left the bathroom, but he didn’t notice dropping a few shampoo bottles on the tiled floor.
An insecure yell from the livingroom interrupted Shou from his perverted thoughts. "How long are you gonna be there?!"
Shou was shaking. He was in the middle of another act, and just continued jerking himself even more after hearing Saga’s voice. "Just.. a minute!" His voice was weak, shivering and fragile. He was very close to cum, but he held his moves back and waited for the feeling to pass by.
He stroke his cock again. This time it hurt, but not in a physical way. Shou was really after Saga, but he wasn’t there, and he couldn’t just yell Saga to come there, in the bathroom, and beg him to fuck.
Shou started jerking himself seriously now, moving his hand way faster than before and it felt like the room was filled with his suffocated screams of pleasure. He came, but not with Saga.
At the same time he was feeling anger towards himself, sadness, and an amazing enjoyment he should’ve not experienced alone. The wall tiles in front of him were splashed in white, sticky fluids. He washed them off, realising it might never be true. Saga would never do anything like that with him, love him or do anything about their relationship.
Saga was getting worried of the time Shou spent in the bathroom, but he was still very aroused, knowing that Shou might’ve continued his acts to the end.
Shou slowly took the pink towel, which he didn’t think was stupid anymore. He even started thinking of why Saga would have a pink towel in his closet. He wrapped it around himself before entering the livingroom by opening the door, but he noticed two bottles of shampoo behind the shower screen, on the floor. Somebody had been there with him.
"Sorry...that it took so long. I was just.. you know." Shou was ashamed. He didn’t know if Saga had been watching him or something, but he didn’t want to ask about it either.
"It’s allright. Do you want a drink or..?" Saga smiled kindly, making Shou shiver so much he so wanted to kiss him and even make love to him. "I.. I’ll just put some clothes on and leave, if that’s okay." Saga nodded and Shou went to dress up.
Shou came to talk to Saga in the livingroom and he wanted to be as close as he could get, but still not looking suspicious. Saga knew what Shou was trying, but he let him come much closer than before.
"Could we.. meet tomorrow?"
"Y-yeah, I guess." Saga started blushing as Shou was so close he could feel his fresh smell. Saga was almost going to kiss him in the mixed fragrances, but he changed his mind because Shou looked sad. "Is something wrong?"
Shou forced himself to smile "I’m going to go now. See you tomorrow then."