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[alexsilverblade]

Been thinking, oddly enough, lately. Mostly about this and that, but most importantly about myself. I have decided that by my standards I, as I am now, suck. Quite a bit, too. But that's alright, mostly because I have to live with it, until I do something. I do feel motivated to act at the time, but whether or not that's going to stick.. that's a

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[bunnymanzeddy]

be sure to TAKE YOUR MEDICINE though. I've known more than a few people that wither forgot or didn't feel like they were sick enough/in enough pain to take thier medicine and they said they soon encountered whole new levels of hell. So TAKE IT! NO MATTER WHAT.

[otakuohki]

This is all very interesting stuff. I hope that all your thinking helps you figure something out rather than make things worse. I'll pray for you.

[prettymachine]

yeah, like everyone else said, and like i've TOLD YOU, the wisdom teeth thing is not so bad. :) only a bit for the first day really, but you're too drugged to care. like i went home and fell asleep, not really giving a shit that there was blood all over my clothes. and as long as you've got your meds, you'll be fine.

as for all the other stuff, you wanna talk about it? you can call me if you want, or i'll call you or whatever. but really i think the best (perhaps only) solution is to get motivated about life in general. which would require you to find a reason to be motivated. but i guess that's hard.

well, i'll talk with you soon. i love you.