Colin isn't in any kind of denial about how much he still wants Bradley, willing to jump over the little grave where his self-respect is buried to give Bradley whatever he wants... Love this line!
Love this whole thing. So achingly intense. So full of painful longing, regret and heartbreak. Both of them are just thrumming with the agony of what they lost.
You are making me ache for both Colin and Bradley here. They've drifted apart but haven't moved on. Colin has been trying to fill the aching loss of Bradley with the "freedom" of strangers and Bradley is doing the same. Both men are refusing to acknowledge that what they miss is one another until There isn’t any freedom to be found in this suddenly stifling loneliness, the glaring absence discovered inside himself, where Bradley has always lived.
Colin admits what he's missing isn't sex, it's Bradley and with that second "date" he relives their first time together and walks away. What now?
I wish I could just keep going but my weekends are not my own!
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Love this whole thing. So achingly intense. So full of painful longing, regret and heartbreak. Both of them are just thrumming with the agony of what they lost.
Gah! I won't be able to sleep till I finish this!
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I love that you love that line!!! Thank you so much bb x
I know it's intense and I'm frankly shocked anyone would read it. So thrilled you're here <333
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(As for the icon, are you familiar with nicci_mac? Her photomanips are fantastic, though she's pretty much moved on from Merlin now.)
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Colin admits what he's missing isn't sex, it's Bradley and with that second "date" he relives their first time together and walks away. What now?
I wish I could just keep going but my weekends are not my own!
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Brilliant comments, too. You're always such a wonderful commenter! <3
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