Oh, honey, I'm sorry someone else is feeling the same as I am right now, it sucks and is why I haven't been posting - I have nothing of use to say to anyone and I feel like I burden my friends with enough as it is, I don't want to add to it so I'm hiding and wishing the world would continue without me.
If you need to talk, add me on MSN or something...or we can have an e-mail convo, the address is on my profile and believe me, it would be a relief to talk to someone...
Maybe I should post, after all it's not every day you look at your morphine and think "Maybe I should swallow all of that..."
Oh, I don't know. I probably would look at my morphine (if I had some) and think the same thing. The other night I felt so bad and started to cry b/c I realized that I just didn't want to be in pain (physical or mental) anymore. Some days I hurt and ache so bad from the FM I just wonder if I have what it takes to keep on living, you know?
I can't IM at work and I'm here more than I am at home. I think I got your email around here some place. We will figure something out. *hugs*
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If you need to talk, add me on MSN or something...or we can have an e-mail convo, the address is on my profile and believe me, it would be a relief to talk to someone...
Maybe I should post, after all it's not every day you look at your morphine and think "Maybe I should swallow all of that..."
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I can't IM at work and I'm here more than I am at home. I think I got your email around here some place. We will figure something out. *hugs*
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